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Conflicted (The Deliverance Series Book 2) Kindle Edition
But what if the two things aren’t mutually exclusive?
If only one half is being honest, can you ever really be complete?
For years I was my own oppressor until I found my absolute.
He was the addiction I didn’t want to fight, one that nearly broke me.
But I knew, when it came to Casper, I was never going to be a survivor.
I enjoyed drowning too damn much.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateApril 17, 2018
- File size2.4 MB
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- ASIN : B07BBT6DLB
- Publisher : (April 17, 2018)
- Publication date : April 17, 2018
- Language : English
- File size : 2.4 MB
- Text-to-Speech : Enabled
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 131 pages
- Page numbers source ISBN : 1986857166
- Best Sellers Rank: #2,525,330 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #13,130 in Coming of Age Fiction (Kindle Store)
- #21,635 in Coming of Age Fiction (Books)
- #25,802 in New Adult & College Romance (Kindle Store)
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About the author

Maria Macdonald is an author who writes sometimes, but mostly procrastinates.
She's a serial Netflix watcher, an avid reader and occasionally she'll release a book.
She likes tea, and chocolate - often eating too much!
She writes in multiple Romance genres and cannot seem to stay in one lane!
Originally from London, she now lives in South West England.
You can catch up with her at - https://www.facebook.com/authormariamacdonald
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- Reviewed in the United States on July 6, 2018I don't know where to start but I'm really loving this series and I can't really say how much I loved Caden and Casper in this book. Words fail me how they touched me. The raw emotional feelings both went through and the things so indescribable they endured is something you can feel through the words written in the book! And some things you know happen in the world today too, things you can't imagine what someone must feel! I can only say that love is love and everyone deserves someone in their life that completes them.
Caden is on the football team and has come out as gay which doesn't make it easy for him but he's got family that support him but he's not loving the game anymore like he used to do. So when Casper joins the team, he's not sure what to do with his life anymore. And even though he feels Casper is feeling the same way he is, he doesn't want to push him into something more. But life happens and you can't control everything. And when time seems to be slipping away, choices will be made. But unfortunately not everyone seems to be okay with everything going on and in the end they'll have to fight for what they truly believe in...
- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2018Caden Reigns is a football player and has a twin brother named Tarrant. He is finally at peace with who he is and although there are people who have issues with his sexuality, especially on the football team, he is who he wants to be.
Casper Somerville has just moved to town and he catches Caden’s eye but it is clear that Casper is at odds within himself and finds himself with many of the girls who follow the football boys around.
Will Caden wait around for Casper to figure himself out or will he move on with his own life?
This was a great book on discovering who you are and being true to yourself.
I liked Caden a lot and was impressed that he knew who he was and that he did not have an easy go at all. My heart broke when he spoke about an incident that happened to him in the past when he first came out and I hate that this type of thing still happens so much.
Casper was an interesting character as it was obvious that he wasn’t sure who he really was and was afraid to find out. That was so understandable, but I was mad when he flaunted a few girls in Caden’s face and I hated how he went off on him.
My heart just broke towards the end of the book at what happened to Caden and Aaron. There is so much evil in the world and the author really reminds of us of that fact.
The ending left us hanging with Morgan and I am crossing my fingers that the next book gives her a happy ever after. - By Rebecca
- Reviewed in the United States on April 20, 2018I absolutely loved Caden in Dazed he was such a great character to read and his story only made me love him more.
This was a beautiful story about two young men falling in love whilst fighting against prejudice and homophobia. Casper was perfect for Caden, reading about their struggles as well as the acceptance by friends and family was so emotional.
The author did an amazing job with this book it was told with such sensitivity and depth of feeling that at times it brought me to tears.
Bravo Maria
- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2018*4.5 stars*
Deep emotion, humour and love are hallmarks to this author’s stories and Caden and Casper’s is exactly that! I was so hoping for Caden’s story to be told and it was exactly what my heart hoped for…
Caden was finally in a place where he was comfortable with his sexuality. His family and friends supported him and he was confident once again in who he was. Casper was not at that place yet, quite the opposite in fact. Caden, however, was nothing if not persistent but in a way that was funny and loving. Casper was determined to resist but Caden is a force of nature…
“He’s bulldozed me by doing nothing except walking through an open door.”
All the characters in this angsty romance were warm and completely relatable. While the focus was on Caden and Casper, family and friends played a large part in their life and their relationship. There were ups and downs, lighter moments and many serious conversations along the way. Each step of the way had me cheering them on and hoping they would find their way…
There will be more for this group and I can’t wait!
**Reviewed for Nerdy Dirty & Flirty
- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2018This author is totally new to me and I have to seriously ask myself what took me so long!
Conflicted is a great m/m romance, it was really well written and from the moment you read the prologue it will tug at your heartstrings.
Caden has come out to his family and friends and is finally in a place where he feels comfortable in his own skin, if only everyone felt that way. Casper is the new guy on campus and there's an instant attraction between him and Caden but Casper is having difficulties coming to terms with his sexuality. Will Casper listen to his heart and take a chance on Caden before its to late.
I great read and I will definitely be reading more from Maria McDonald.
- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2018This is a heartwarming, soul searching, finding your self kind of book. This is a m/m book and honestly I do not read this genre, but I loved Caden and the rest of the gang in Dazed that I had to continue. Caden and Casper's story slowly broke my heart in all that these two had to go through. I really liked their story and it looks like there is going to be another book with Morgan's story. I can't wait.
Happy Reading Everyone!!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2018After reading Dazed I couldn't wait for more. This one didn't get me quite as excited but I think that's because it was M/M, and I don't usually read that. I love Caden and in Conflicted we finally see the real him. Not the bravado he puts on for show.
I am loving this authors work she's soon becoming a new favourite of mine. I can't wait for more from this series. Four stars!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 23, 2018A very emotional book. Casper and Caden fight against prejudice to be together. I’m a huge fan of M/M to begin with, and I love how this author has a way of writing wjay emotions Caden is going through, it takes a lot of thinking through snd knowing your characters well to write with such a depth of emotion. I can’t wait for the next book! ❤️
Top reviews from other countries
- Donna MReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 18, 2018
5.0 out of 5 stars amazing read
Conflicted is yet another amazing read from the talented Maria Macdonald. Since finishing Dazed I have been hooked on this group of characters and eagerly awaiting anything new from them. This is Cadens story and the only way I can describe it is heartbreakingly amazing. The roller coaster of emotions you feel whilst reading this book is unreal. Maria has you laughing one moment, sighing in awe the next and then in floods of tears. This book has it all and is the most engrossingly, absorbingly, emotionally charged read I’ve read so far this year,
Well done Maria
- laura janeReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 16, 2018
5.0 out of 5 stars Perfect
Oh my!!! This book was just perfect! I love Caden and Casper so much. Their story is so heartfelt and raw, and real. I didn’t want to put it down and just found myself wanting more and more. So much emotion and love in the words. This lady can write and she has done Conflicted perfectly. I still find myself wanting more and more. Well done Maria on another perfect book
- Sue MilneReviewed in the United Kingdom on May 22, 2018
5.0 out of 5 stars Another 5⭐️ by Maria Macdonald
OMG, emotional much! Love, love, loved this 5⭐️ read. Didn’t want to put the book down. Caden & Caspers story melted my heart, I didn’t want their story it to end! Maria Macdonald has done it again, she just gets better & better. Can’t wait for book 3 in the series. Well done Maria & thank you.
- AnnieReviewed in the United Kingdom on April 22, 2018
5.0 out of 5 stars Another 5 star read from this author
After reading Dazed and absolutely loving it I hoped that I would enjoy this book too. I did. I loved it!! I love the characters in this series and this book focuses on Caden's story which was a really emotional read. I would totally recommend this book and cannot wait for more of this series.
- Kindle CustomerReviewed in the United Kingdom on May 6, 2018
5.0 out of 5 stars #RelationshipGoals
Wasn't sure how I was gonna feel with this book but it grabs you from the first paragraph and you can't put it down. I fell in love with Caden all over again and Casper has passion in spades, I love how the guys love their partners😍