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Dear Ava: Enemies-to-Lovers Standalone Romance Kindle Edition

4.5 out of 5 stars 20,752 ratings

*Washington Post Bestseller
"One of the most beloved romances of 2020."
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*Amazon Charts Bestseller: Unputdownable Badge


WSJ bestselling author Ilsa Madden-Mills delivers a gripping, enemies-to-lovers, secret admirer, high school romance.

The rich and popular Sharks rule at prestigious, ivy-covered Camden Prep. Once upon a time, I wanted to be part of their world—until they destroyed me.
The last thing I expected was an anonymous love letter from one of them.

Please. I hate every one of those rich jerks for what they did to me.
The question is, which Shark is my secret admirer?
Knox, the scarred quarterback. Dane, his twin brother. Or Chance, the ex who dumped me. . .

Dear Ava, Your eyes are the color of the Caribbean Sea. Wait. That’s stupid.
What I really mean is, you look at me and I feel something REAL.
It’s been ten months since you were here, but I can’t forget you.
I’ve missed seeing you walk down the hall.
I’ve missed you cheering at my football games.
I’ve missed the smell of your hair.
And then everything fell apart the night of the kegger.
Don’t hate me because I’m a Shark.
I just want to make you mine.
Still.



★★★★★
“A gut punch right in the feels. These characters wreck you. It’s a deep storyline, with such tender, beautiful, unbelievably perfect romance. Gah. I. Am. Wowed. Five Stars!” ~Angie’s Dreamy Reads


Not part of any other series. Dark High School Romance. Recommended for 18+.


*A short excerpt of Dear Ava appeared in Team Player 2. (No longer available)
*This all-new, full-length version is 372 pages and 100,000 words.
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★★★★★
"Dear Ava is heartwarming and angsty and everything I love about high school. Don't get me started on Knox. Read this book! You will love Ava's fight and Knox's alpha." Tijan, NYT Bestselling Author

★★★★★
"A gut punch right in the feels. The characters wreck you. It's a deep storyline, with such tender, beautiful, unbelievably perfect romance. Gah. I. Am. Wowed. No words. Five Stars!" Angie, Angie's Dreamy Reads
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"I thought this book was going to be amazing... It wasn't, it was so much more than that. The angst, the emotion... It was breaking my heart." Sassy Nerd Blog
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"Ilsa Madden-Mills killed this book! I couldn't put it down,I was going down the worm hole, I cancelled all my Saturday plans. It was 1000% worth it."Love and Lavender

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"Ilsa Madden-Mills incorporates a level of depth in her characters that grab the reader's heart. The men exude dominance yet hold a raw fragility that lingers just under the surface." Tarra Marie, Wayward Readers

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"I love a book with a strong heroine and Ava has strength in spades. Ilsa takes great joy in putting your heart through the wringer but in the end she puts it back together. She keeps you on the edge of your seat while you come up with all the theories while reading, trying to figure the whos and the whys." Ally Ciz, Author

★★★★★
"This is one of the most beautifully written, highly emotional, enemies to lovers dark romances I've read! Sweet words, sizzling chemistry, witty banter, a mystery that begs to be solved, and an undercurrent of darkness made this unputdownable." Fun Under The Covers

★★★★★
"Full disclosure, I was an Ilsa Madden-Mills fan before this story. Now all I can say is this is hands down my favorite book she has ever written. Holy heck I was dying after reading the first chapter." Cali Girls

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"Ilsa Madden-Mills is one of my top favorite authors. She writes contemporary romance in such a way that connects so deeply with my heart... These are profound messages in this book. To not read Dear Ava is to miss the power of this book to articulate the need for women to own their own happiness for themselves." Amy Dickinson, Professor Romance

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"By far this is Ilsa Madden-Mills' best book and Knox has just knocked all her other heroes back a pace or two. The feels...the heat...the poetry...swoon worthy from start to finish!" Breanna, Goodreads

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"Dear Ava was emotionally gripping. From the moment I started the prologue I was completely sucked into the story and I couldn't put it down. This story is dark and angsty from the very start." Amy, Book Addict Reviews

★★★★★
"Madden-Mills writes characters with a vulnerability that will absolutely take your breath away... She has true magic to her words, I am not a huge YA/NA fan, but this author never fails to surprise..." Bibliophile Chloe

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"This was Ilsa Madden-Mills at her absolute best!" Reading Is Our Satisfaction

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"Ilsa Madden-Mills is always an automatic read for me, I don't even read the blurbs because I've read enough of her books to know I won't be disappointed... and I think this one might just be my favorite yet! I am a little worried that she might not be able to top this one... the characters, the story line and the emotions... everything was completely on point." Melanie, Goodreads

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"This story is angsty, raw, emotional and just downright beautiful." Annelyse, Goodreads

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"I enjoy Ilsa Madden Mills' love stories as they are always romantic, full of swoony moments and the most engaging banter. Dear Ava, however, was on another level for me!! This amazing story was edgier...very beautifully written as it was full of heart, painful moments that took my breath away and engaging spitfire banter." Bookgasms Book Blog

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"Betrayal, pain, loyalty, love and most prevalent of all the desire for REVENGE!"Patricia Rohrs, Words We Love By

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"Dear Ava is a 6 Star read for me, and Knox and Ava are officially on my "favorite couples of all time" list. I loved this book with my whole heart." Brit, My Little Book Nook

★★★★★
"Dear Ava was a beautiful love story! Starting with this gorgeous cover and all the pretty words inside and the whole cast! Such a heartbreaking, exciting, mysterious, funny and sweet YA/NA dramance! I adored it! Run to your nearest amazon for your own millionaire high school football star - this one is MINE!" BJ's Book Blog

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"This book is absolutely spectacular." Melinda Benn, Goodreads

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"It starts at the very gut wrenching, heart twisting, vengeance demanding beginning... Highly romantic!" Becky Rendon, Goodreads

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"5 Tulip Stars!! What an amazing emotional read. The characters in this darker themed (sensitive subject matter) enemies to lovers storyline will touch your heart. You will root for them, swoon for them and cry for them. Their chemistry is off the charts hot. Absolutely worth the read." Michelle, Goodreads

★★★★★
"ALL. OF. IT.So to say I was squealing like a teenager who has just seen one of their idols for the first time in the flesh is an understatement, Ms. Madden Mills abso-f*cking-lutely delivered!" Kahea, Goodreads

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"It's no secret that Ilsa Madden Mills is a tremendously talented author, but she took it to the next level in this book." Jennifer B., Goodreads

★★★★★
"It's a story of hope and love and rising above. It's beautiful, sweet, and angsty in all the best ways, and it will stay with you a long time after you turn the final page." Courtenay Bennett, Goodreads

★★★★★
"I was completely captivated with this story right from the start and I didn't put it down until it was over. Although I did keep hitting the next button on my kindle wanting more of this story...I didn't want to leave Knox and Ava's world." Jennifer, Goodreads







About the Author

Wall Street Journal, New York Times, and USA Today bestselling author Ilsa Madden-Mills writes about strong heroines and sexy alpha males that sometimes you just want to slap. A former high school English teacher and elementary librarian, she adores all things Pride and Prejudice; Mr. Darcy is her ultimate hero. She loves unicorns, frothy coffee beverages, vampire books, and any book featuring sword-wielding females.

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B084FJW8DQ
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ February 1, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.1 MB
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 380 pages
  • Page numbers source ISBN ‏ : ‎ B098GV1GTP
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Customers find this romance book well-written and engaging, with a layered story that flows smoothly. They appreciate the emotional depth, with one customer noting how the author evokes major feelings, while another highlights the balanced approach to sensitive topics. Customers praise the character development, particularly the bond between Ava and her brothers, and the strong female lead. The book is described as beautiful and richly drawn, with customers noting how it keeps readers engaged until the last page.

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Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as an engrossing and brilliant read, with one customer noting it's among their favorite works by Ilsa Madden-Mills.

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"...The moments between Ava and Knox were both heartwarming and heart-wrenching, making it a rollercoaster of emotions that I couldn’t get enough of...." Read more

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Customers appreciate the character development in the book, particularly noting the bond between the main characters and their brothers, as well as the beautiful writing style.

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Such a beautiful story! Must read!
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Such a beautiful story! Must read!
This was so different from what I usually read but exactly what I needed! The book starts with Ava waking up alone in the woods after being sexually assaulted by one of the jocks from her school. The rape happens off-screen, but I was instantly hit with so many emotions. That opening chapter was really intense! Fast forward 9 months and Ava is back in school for senior year. She doesn’t remember who attacked her and is being blamed for what happened and accused of lying by her peers. Ava is a survivor. She hasn’t had an easy life even before her assault, but she just continues being strong and courageous. She is determined to not let what happened to her shape the rest of her life. Knox is the leader of the Sharks, a group of richest and most popular students. But despite his broody front, there is kindness inside him like no other. Knox was so different from my usual book boyfriends. So sweet and romantic! I was swooning so hard!! He was so supportive of Ava and wanted to help her in any way he could. And underneath, he was also as damaged as Ava. Their connection and building relationship were so beautiful to read. They help each other and they both grow through the story so much. They had different paths to go through in order to heal fully but when they finally got together again it was so wonderful and heart-melting! That ending made me smile for days!!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on February 14, 2020
    Dear Ava by Ilsa Madden-Mills is my first favorite read of 2020! This book was absolutely stunning and one I could not put down, no matter how hard I tried. I absolutely did not want this book to end. The characters were written in such a beautiful manner, and the story-line hooked me from the very first sentence and I was wanting more and more to see how everything was going to play out. Ava.. where to start with her? My heart breaks for her at the beginning of this book. What she went through and what you know she's going to have to deal with afterwards, but she surprised me. This girl, she's strong, and she doesn't take any crap. She's been through so much at such a young age, and her character really is admirable. I loved how even though she was terrified to show back up at school, she held her head up high and didn't let anyone see that they were getting to her, and how she pushed Knox with her conversations with him, and throughout their relationship.Knox on the other hand. This one, he's broken but in such a beautiful way. If we didn't get his point of view in this book, I probably wouldn't have loved him as much as I did, but since we did, we get to see so much more than what everyone thinks they know about him. He's not the hard exterior he presents to everyone and he has his own external struggles, and I loved his back and forth struggles he dealt with regarding Ava.This story is beautiful and tragic and just plain perfect. The main characters I couldn't help but fall in love with, including all of their "flaws" and I adored their story, even the bad parts of it. They are broken in their own way, yet are both so strong, and together, they seem invincible. The secondary characters, they were perfect additions to the story, even the ones I despised. I adore Wyatt and Piper and even Dane! They just added so much depth to this story and made it the perfect book that it is. I will say this book is not for the faint of heart. Not only do we deal with some horrible things that happen to Ava, and my heart breaks for her, but also the roller coaster of twists and turns and angst that Ilsa Madden-Mills takes us on in this book. When I finished this book, I had to step back and take a deep breath and come back to reality, it really is a crazy ride you are taken on, but one that is definitely worth it!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on April 1, 2025
    It was a good read and book. And even though I read it in 2020, now years later I still think about it. And I think that says a lot about the book.
    The characters are written so good, they are strong and overcame the bad in thier stories.
    It is a good read !
  • Reviewed in the United States on February 2, 2020
    Heartbreaking and romantic all at once, this book is really something special. I've read plenty of books by Ilsa Madden-Mills before, but this has got to be the most powerful and moving one yet. It won't be for everyone - there are WAY too many triggers in it for that - but I absolutely loved it. It's a story of healing, moving forward, and finding love along the way. With strong writing and characters who are multi-faceted, likable, and spark some incredible chemistry, I wholeheartedly recommend it for those looking for an emotional read.

    Here's where those triggers come into play. They're a major part of the story so it wouldn't be fair to leave them out of my review. The story is about Ava, a student returning to her prestigious prep school months after being raped by one of the football players. Her memories of the trauma are foggy at best, so she's not sure which of the guys she sees every day is the one who hurt her. Attending school while not being sure who she can trust is problematic for Ava, but she finds the strength and moves forward. Crazy as it is to believe, her biggest ally is Knox, the quarterback of the football team and her ex's best friend, which makes the attraction that sizzles between them oh so troublesome.

    I loved this from the start, and it held my attention the whole way through. It's heart-wrenching at times, light at others, and such a great story. Knox is everything you could ask for in a hero, and Ava makes for one strong, vibrant heroine. Their connection kept me reading late into the night. I'll acknowledge that the ending will probably be polarizing, but ultimately I think Madden made the right choice for the characters. This was an easy 5-star rating for me, and I hope we get more from this group of characters. I was lucky enough to receive an ARC via Social Butterfly PR (then purchased it for my collection) and am voluntarily leaving a review of this emotional romance.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 8, 2024
    ”Dear Ava" was an absolutely incredible read. From the moment I picked it up, I was hooked. The story had me laughing out loud and crying in equal measure. The characters were all amazing, each adding depth and warmth to the story. Ava’s journey was deeply moving, and I loved how she was never alone, always supported by those around her. Tyler, as Ava's great little brother, was especially endearing. The moments between Ava and Knox were both heartwarming and heart-wrenching, making it a rollercoaster of emotions that I couldn’t get enough of. I was genuinely sad to finish the book, and I wish I could give it a higher rating because it truly deserves it and more. Highly recommend!
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    5.0 out of 5 stars Dear Ava
    Reviewed in Canada on October 26, 2024
    I wasn't sure what to expect when I first started this book. But I have read previous stories by this author so I thought I would give it a try. It was griping, moving, emotional and exceptionally well written. I loved every chapter, page, sentence, word. It was so very well written about a sensitive topic. But it brought this reader on a wonderful journey of love, healing and bad asserary. Would 1000% recommend you read this moving emotional wonderful story. You won't regret it. I know these characters will stay with me for a long time.
  • Elegant Fantasy
    5.0 out of 5 stars This is the reason why I started reading Ilsa Madden-Mills's books!
    Reviewed in India on April 18, 2021
    This book was so exhilarating. The book is categorised as New Adult but both the main characters, Knox and Ava were very mature for their age. Both of them had soul wrenching pasts and their characters had depth.
    I usually find it difficult to read books that contain the topic of assault, bullying, depression, substantial abuse or deep mental trauma but this book was so good that I couldn't stop wanting for more. (I re-read this book at least 3 times) The book was romantic and at the same time it was filled with angst and tragedy.
    "I've learned to be patient. Everything arrives when it's supposed to."
    Ava was such a strong female character. She was an orphan and was so alone. She loved her brother fiercely. She worked a lot for a scholarship to one of the most prestigious schools, Camden Prep. After what she had been through, she deserved her happily ever after.
    “Kissing him is like free falling into a hot fire, and maybe I should be afraid of this, but I crave the way his chest burns against mine, the way it ignites every atom inside me.”
    Knox was an amazing character who had many "jock friends"and was the leader of the Sharks. He cared a lot about his twin brother Dane, just like Ava cared for her brother.
    Knox was so protective towards Ava, this made me see his soft side. He was so swoon worthy!
    "No matter the road you take, it doesn't matter if it's beautiful or ugly, hard or smooth, paved or pitted with ruts- it's your road to take. What matters is how it ends."
    “And someday, someday, I’ll have a beautiful road, smooth and easy and perfect.”
    Knox wanted Ava and was fascinated with her since the moment he first saw her with one of his friends (who was responsible for hurting Ava)
    "He won't take his eyes off me. I watch with fascination as Knox bites his lower lip, digging in deep, so hard I expect to see blood bloom there."
    Ava was away from school for 10 months due to the trauma she faced and now she's back to prove to the person who abused her, that whatever happened with her did not completely destroy her. Her scars were faded but she really didn't forget what happened.
    Knox was the star quarterback who was known for not kissing girls on the lips and had a scarred soul. Both of them were so intense. Their chemistry and the development of a new relationship between them was so emotional.
    This book was captivating and the characters were hard to forget.
    Ilsa Madden-Mills definitely is one of my favourite authors now! This book was about romance but I really liked the fact that she didn't entirely focus on the romance but also explained the painful and haunting pasts that both the characters experienced on a daily basis. Overall it was beautifully written and I would definitely recommend reading this book!
  • Steffi
    5.0 out of 5 stars So emotional and so strong!
    Reviewed in Germany on February 11, 2020
    I read so many good things about this one that I couldn't wait any longer to start this one.

    It was so much more emotional.then I expected, it was so special! But to be honest I kind of knew from the get go who was the bad guy! I felt it coming and I just felt so horrified! Because people truly do such horrible things.

    I expected a bit more of those SA letters than just the one. But it was also very special!

    I'm aldo very glad she was so so strong to pull through all that and not let anything get her down! My heart broke when she gave her mom what she wanted, but on the otherside I got why.
  • Cami || @leituracriticami
    5.0 out of 5 stars Lee s2
    Reviewed in Brazil on March 21, 2023
    Essa avaliação contém spoilers.
    A leitura é uma montanha russa. Tem cara de clichê, mas não é NADA disso.
    Considerei que não daria 5 estrelas nesse livro, não cheguei a pensar em abandonar, mas tive momentos em que considerei que era um livro meio sem graça.
    No final de tudo, não é.
    É um livro muito bom, acho até que o melhor da autora que eu já li (não li todos, acho que além desse uns 4 ou 5).
    Não sei o que eu esperava com a premissa do bilhete, o problema da festa e tudo mais, mas as coisas foram se desenrolando de um jeito bem único.
    Irônico bem o livro com personagens mais novos da autora ter me prendido tanto. Knox ter 17 anos me pegou demais — e eu só descobri isso depois de 50% do livro, porque se soubesse desde o começo provavelmente não teria sequer iniciado a leitura.
    Única coisa que me incomoda — e que talvez, se fosse possível, me faria dar uma nota 4.8 para esse livro, — é o fato do Knox ser bem rodado antes de enfim esperar pela Ava. Principalmente lembrando da idade dele. Será que adolescentes ricos realmente só fazem essas coisas da vida? Bom, talvez. Eu não fui uma adolescente rica e realmente tive meus momentos, enfim…
    O fato dele ter pego a queen bee da escola, depois ter pego mais algumas meninas e a Ava ter presenciado inclusive me irritou. O começo do livro, de maneira geral, me irrita porque flerta com o bully romance.
    Mas depois que Knox mostra quem ele é, todas as nuances e o celibato (sim, eu me importo muito com isso), eu realmente comecei a olhar com mais carinho pra todo o desenvolvimento do livro.
    O final me ganhou demais. Lee fez absolutamente TUDO certo. O esbarrão, a ida ao bar, ficar esperando o turno acabar, chamar ela pra morar com ele, a construção da família e eu simplesmente AMEIIIII ele ter virado um cara do corporativo ao invés de uma grande estrela do futebol americano porque ele só queria ser um cara família enquanto a Ava realizava seu sonho em se tornar uma médica..
    Então é uma grande montanha russa. No começo, com todo o jeito do Knox de achar que não merece amor, ficar retraído, falar coisas que realmente não pensa e sente ou simplesmente não falar/agir me irritou, porque odeio falta de diálogo e tenho preguiça dessa desculpa de bad boy do tipo “não é você, sou eu”. Mas ainda bem que o arco de maturidade dele é ENORME e ele melhora demais nesse quesito. Eles dialogam, ele amadurece, fala as coisas que sente, age nas coisas que sente. Sério, é perfeito.
    É preciso ressaltar que o celibato dele depois que ela vai embora… é a cereja do bolo pra mim.
    Eu teria achado perfeito se ele tivesse 18 anos e não fosse tão rodado antes (sim, vou falar disso de novo), mas ainda assim eu consigo quase ver perfeição nesse livro. Quase. Faltou muito muito muito pouco.
    Mas, no final, terminei feliz e com saudade desse casal.
    A sorte de ter o que Knox e Ava tem é única. E eu amei. Quem diria que Knox seria tão… tudo.
    Enfim, foi uma leitura maravilhosa e eu recomendo bastante.
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  • Mariela
    5.0 out of 5 stars In love.
    Reviewed in Mexico on November 5, 2022
    I practically ate the book, I couldn't stop reading it. I'm more eager to know more about Ava and Knox.
    My first book of the month and I don’t regret choosing this one. Definitely checking more books from Ilsa.

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