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Disorder (Ben Smit Book 3) Kindle Edition

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A professional hitman travels the world, leaving a trail of dead bodies but no evidence.

In England, five-year old Ryker creates savant-like sketches of images he ‘sees’ in his nightmares, mumbling ‘Daddy’s going to die.’

While Dave Johnson teams up with former partner Cooper Campbell in Australia to hunt for the hitman, hypnotherapist and psychic Ben Smit sets out to help Ry and his mother, Cat.

Are the boy’s dreams a symptom of a disturbed mind or could they be memories of a past life?

And is it a coincidence that both Dave’s and Ben’s pursuits lead to a former mental asylum in rural New Zealand?
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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B08CYC5ZGF
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Crimson Cloak Publishing
  • Accessibility ‏ : ‎ Learn more
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ July 13, 2020
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 2.6 MB
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 346 pages
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Customer Reviews:
    5.0 out of 5 stars 6 ratings

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M J T Meijer
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M.J.T. Meijer was born in 1970 in rural Holland. Although her parents named her Maria, they’ve always called her ‘Tam’ or ‘Tammie’.

Having lived in different countries she speaks several languages and currently resides in Brisbane, Australia, with her husband and son. While living in Dubai and practicing as a hypnotherapist and guest writer for a local wellbeing magazine, Tam formed the inspiration to write Misguided, the first in the Sam Jansen series.

Writing the sequel, Misjudged, seemed a logical next step. Tammie believes she has successfully managed to further develop the characters whilst creating a new story line with as much suspense as Misguided, ensuring both novels make for a riveting read on their own. The third in the series featuring psychic Samantha Jansen is next in line and currently boasts the working title Misconstrued.

Once she finished Disbelief, introducing psychic medium Ben Smit and Dave Johnson, head of the Europol homicide team, Tam decided it should be the first in a series and keenly started work on Disregard. Once that manuscript was polished and finetuned, she took six months to sidestep the genre for a moment and focus on something a little more light-hearted, which resulted in A Spade and a Bottle of Port, a humorous crime with a touch of romance. Tam has recently finished Disorder, her fifth suspense novel, third in the Ben Smit series, and is currently working on the sequel to A Spade and a Bottle of Port.

Tam’s work is themed on the balance of light and dark, of twisted minds and loving souls, of murder and chaos and karmic consequences creeping into people’s lives, forcing them to change and adapt.

Initially, it was Tam’s ambition to write the novel she herself would love to read, and that continues to be her main driving force.

In November 2016, she submitted her short story Perception, to an online literary magazine’s annual competition open to writers from all Commonwealth countries. After the judges reviewed the thousands of entries, her work was shortlisted for inclusion in the anthology.

A passionate writer, she plans on writing for many more years to come.

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  • Reviewed in the United States on August 11, 2020
    The 18th Century poet, Samuel Taylor Coleridge, once asked readers of his fantastical poems for ‘poetic faith’, what he described as ‘ ... the willing suspension of disbelief.’ Essentially he wanted his readers to accept the basic premise of his work as having its own inner logic so that they could allow themselves to simply accept as true what they were reading about and therefore fully enjoy the experience.

    I was forcibly reminded of Coleridge’s plea for ‘poetic faith’ when I read Disorder by M.J.T Meijer. The key point is that a work of fiction doesn’t necessarily have to be rooted in real life, but it does have to be internally consistent. That allows the readers to accept the story’s logic so that they can immerse themselves in that particular world. Think Superman, The Terminator, The Exorcist.

    I mention this because Meijer’s novel relies heavily on links to the afterlife, karma, reincarnation, evil spirits. But given the world she creates, the inner logic of it is, indeed, entirely consistent and therefore easy to accept. If you can set ‘disbelief’ aside and simply accept the natural elements of this story’s world, then you are in for a treat.

    Meijer is a great writer – professional, skilled, a born story-teller. In this book she begins with an unusual Prologue, ending it with a clever twist that hooks the reader and won’t let go until all questions are answered. Two killers are leaving dead bodies all over the world. There is a motive behind the killings but what is it? And one killer seems to be stalking the other. Why? Many pointers towards an answer are found by psychic, Ben Smit, in the drawings of a young boy who appears to have psychic abilities. His mother had brought him to the psychic because he keeps saying, “Daddy’s going to die’ But who is ‘daddy’ and where is he now? (Ky was born of a short, very passionate affair. His father disappeared immediately after.) Two detectives working on the case seek the help of Smit and the boy’s mother, unaware of the roller-coaster ride they were to experience over the next few weeks. Tension mounts as more questions arise, more murders take place, and danger lurks everywhere, as Smit fumbles towards some understanding of Ky’s mysterious drawings. All of this leads to an intense, stomach-churning climax that has the reader turning pages almost faster that he can read them.

    Disorder is an exciting, thrilling, clever mystery, with a convoluted plot that keeps the brain constantly engaged, guessing and failing, and guessing some more. I was sure I knew who the mysterious female killer was, even encouraged to think so by the author’s sneaky red-herrings, but of course I got it completely wrong. I also discovered that, despite my earlier scepticism, the supernatural element does add an intriguing extra dimension to the story.

    The characters are extremely well-drawn and are very real people with their own distinct personalities. The killers are particularly impressive ... psychotic, self-deluded, but extremely clever and utterly without empathy.

    This is a great story. Anyone who enjoys reading will like it. But if you like thrillers, mysteries, and a touch of the supernatural, then you will absolutely love it.
  • Reviewed in the United States on August 5, 2020
    A first class supernatural police procedural thriller

    Ben Smit and his police sidekick Dave are back on the trail of a criminal with paranormal powers. The key is a 5 year old British boy with savant like drawing abilities. The story rolls out neither too quickly nor to slowly. There is a good amount of character development for both the protagonists and the baddies. The author shows them making both calculated plans and missteps due to incorrect assumptions. There are several twists and changes throughout so I was totally caught by surprise at the end. Quite an accomplishment.

    I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
  • Reviewed in the United States on August 25, 2020
    What a brilliant way to be introduced to a new author (to me). I loved the blurb and I loved the book even more. Plenty of twists and turns along with all the suspense, mystery and intrigue kept me unable to put the book down until I had finished it.

    I received a free copy of this book via Booksprout and am voluntarily leaving a review.
  • Reviewed in the United States on August 22, 2020
    This is the 1st book I've read written by M.J.T. Meijer; she has done a great job at writing a good book; I can’t wait to read more of her books.

    The story line caught my attention at the very beginning and kept me interested throughout the entire book.

    I loved the characters.

    I received a free copy of this book via booksprout and I’m voluntarily leaving a review.

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  • professor
    5.0 out of 5 stars Superbly Written Supernatural Mystery Thriller
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 11, 2020
    The 18th Century poet, Samuel Taylor Coleridge, once asked readers of his fantastical poems for ‘poetic faith’, what he described as ‘ ... the willing suspension of disbelief.’ Essentially he wanted his readers to accept the basic premise of his work as having its own inner logic so that they could allow themselves to simply accept as true what they were reading about and therefore fully enjoy the experience.

    I was forcibly reminded of Coleridge’s plea for ‘poetic faith’ when I read Disorder by M.J.T Meijer. The key point is that a work of fiction doesn’t necessarily have to be rooted in real life, but it does have to be internally consistent. That allows the readers to accept the story’s logic so that they can immerse themselves in that particular world. Think Superman, The Terminator, The Exorcist.

    I mention this because Meijer’s novel relies heavily on links to the afterlife, karma, reincarnation, evil spirits. But given the world she creates, the inner logic of it is, indeed, entirely consistent and therefore easy to accept. If you can set ‘disbelief’ aside and simply accept the natural elements of this story’s world, then you are in for a treat.

    Meijer is a great writer – professional, skilled, a born story-teller. In this book she begins with an unusual Prologue, ending it with a clever twist that hooks the reader and won’t let go until all questions are answered. Two killers are leaving dead bodies all over the world. There is a motive behind the killings but what is it? And one killer seems to be stalking the other. Why? Many pointers towards an answer are found by psychic, Ben Smit, in the drawings of a young boy who appears to have psychic abilities. His mother had brought him to the psychic because he keeps saying, “Daddy’s going to die’ But who is ‘daddy’ and where is he now? (Ky was born of a short, very passionate affair. His father disappeared immediately after.) Two detectives working on the case seek the help of Smit and the boy’s mother, unaware of the roller-coaster ride they were to experience over the next few weeks. Tension mounts as more questions arise, more murders take place, and danger lurks everywhere, as Smit fumbles towards some understanding of Ky’s mysterious drawings. All of this leads to an intense, stomach-churning climax that has the reader turning pages almost faster that he can read them.

    Disorder is an exciting, thrilling, clever mystery, with a convoluted plot that keeps the brain constantly engaged, guessing and failing, and guessing some more. I was sure I knew who the mysterious female killer was, even encouraged to think so by the author’s sneaky red-herrings, but of course I got it completely wrong. I also discovered that, despite my earlier scepticism, the supernatural element does add an intriguing extra dimension to the story.

    The characters are extremely well-drawn and are very real people with their own distinct personalities. The killers are particularly impressive ... psychotic, self-deluded, but extremely clever and utterly without empathy.

    This is a great story. Anyone who enjoys reading will like it. But if you like thrillers, mysteries, and a touch of the supernatural, then you will absolutely love it.

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