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First Audible Audiobook – Unabridged

4.6 out of 5 stars 335 ratings

It was 1990, and we were tying yellow ribbons around old oak trees.

And we were waiting.

The time I’d spent with Grant Butler was stolen. Each moment between us only fueled our need for each other. He was older, and forbidden by my parents.

And then he was gone.

Grant wrote to me from Saudi Arabia, and in his very first letter, he asked me to marry him. In his last letter, he promised to hold me in his arms on my graduation day.

His last letter ended in forever.

As I tried to move on with my life, I was consumed each day with the memories of a ghost....

Of my young love. My first love.

On August 26th, 1997, he was finally found...but I'd already lost him.

This is the story of our life...and it's only just begun.

Product details

Listening Length 6 hours and 52 minutes
Author Kimberly Adams
Narrator Kristine Hegglin
Whispersync for Voice Ready
Audible.com Release Date February 08, 2020
Publisher Adams Romance
Program Type Audiobook
Version Unabridged
Language English
ASIN B084JGXTX5
Best Sellers Rank #693,743 in Audible Books & Originals (See Top 100 in Audible Books & Originals)
#2,886 in Military Romance (Audible Books & Originals)
#5,591 in Coming of Age Fiction (Audible Books & Originals)
#23,523 in Military Romance (Books)

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Customers find this book emotionally moving and true to real life, with one review describing it as heartwrenchingly real. The story is captivating, with one customer noting how it covers multiple layers of life and love. Customers praise its readability and beauty, with one review highlighting its riveting imagery and detail.

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24 customers mention "Emotional content"19 positive5 negative

Customers describe this book as an emotional read that is true to real life, with one customer noting it is heartbreakingly real.

"...They add plenty of depth and spirit. The author is articulate, astute and precise, and she frankly blew me away with my first adventure..." Read more

"...Our hearts melted as we found an instant connection to these characters and their feelings. ‘I wanted to be his. Only his...." Read more

"I enjoyed this one. The characters were well developed and felt real...." Read more

"...I loved the concept, the characters were unique and their situations realistic. The writing was beautiful and flawless...." Read more

22 customers mention "Story quality"22 positive0 negative

Customers praise the beautiful story of love in this book, describing it as captivating, with one customer noting how it covers multiple layers of life and love.

"...In an epic love story that spans the years 1989-2017, beginning in high school where two normal teenagers, Annie Lake and Grant Butler, fall in love..." Read more

"...us, but the way the story played out proved what a gifted and passionate storyteller Kimberly Adams is. Wow, what a storyteller indeed! ‘..." Read more

"...It was just like any love story. It comes to an end. It is a great story and is revived, but you'll need to read it to understand it and learn..." Read more

"...relationship was full of intense,emotional,sweet,adorable and passionate moments.I find First refreshing and original...." Read more

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Customers find the book to be a great read, with one customer noting it is exceptionally well-developed.

"Stunned, wowed, impressed, flabbergasted, maimed and shredded pretty much describes the range of my feelings at the end of this book...." Read more

"...The characters were well developed and felt real. Definite YA read, but I could relate to making decisions in my youth that changed the complete..." Read more

"...It is good." Read more

"...The writing was beautiful and flawless.First was a captivate and amazing love story...." Read more

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Customers find the book beautiful, with one mentioning its riveting imagery and detail.

"...Have Kleenex close at hand. It is also one of the most beautifully and poignantly written storylines to ever have consumed me in one sitting...." Read more

"...Sweet and beautiful Annie, was in her sophomore year at school, she’s a bit of a dreamer and an artist at heart...." Read more

"...Their relationship was full of intense,emotional,sweet,adorable and passionate moments.I find First refreshing and original...." Read more

"This was a story of love found, lost, and found again. It was a beautiful, tragic, happy love story...." Read more

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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 18, 2017
    Stunned, wowed, impressed, flabbergasted, maimed and shredded pretty much describes the range of my feelings at the end of this book.  I'm left with a painful ache in my heart for all that was lost and found, and lost once again.  Kimberly Adams, who is a new-to-me-author, chose to take this book one step too far in my humble opinion.  That last step was a real joy zapper!  And that, my fellow readers, is my one and only criticism and the reason for a one-star deduction.  Along with these characters, readers had already suffered enough emotional trauma throughout this story without having to take that one last defining step.  I didn't need OR want to go that far into the future.  I would have been totally and completely satisfied drawing my own conclusions without this particular ending.  With that being said, FIRST lives up to the hype and I highly recommend it!
     
    But, oh how I did love these characters and their story!  There are no words to express the beauty and power of the deep love story between Grant and Annie.  The writing is flawless, exceptionally well-developed and spellbinding.  The journey felt natural and realistic.  Told in a two-part storyline with captivating and riveting imagery and detail, it's mostly narrated from Annie's point of view.  Still, you get enough input from Grant to make it a fair shake.  Part One melts your heart with the beginnings of new love when a senior boy vigorously asserts himself into a tenth grade girl's heart, and then Part Two tears them apart with his commitment to the U.S. Marines and deployment to Afghanistan.  There's a lot of ground to cover before the pieces are finally reconnected.
     
    In an epic love story that spans the years 1989-2017, beginning in high school where two normal teenagers, Annie Lake and Grant Butler, fall in love, this book covers multiple layers of life and love.  These two young lovers share magical “firsts” along with heartbreak and loss.  In all aspects it is exquisite, intriguing, and enjoyable to the very end.  The story has grit and plenty of raw emotion and enough passion to satisfy the most demanding romance lover.  Have Kleenex close at hand.  It is also one of the most beautifully and poignantly written storylines to ever have consumed me in one sitting.   After years of separation, their reunions, although bittersweet, are always the perfect culmination of heart and soul.
     
    Having a memorable hero is one of the best ways to set a romance novel apart from the rest of the pack, and Grant Butler was indeed a formidable character.   An all-around good guy, a sweet talking charmer with a side of devilish, too.  Of course, he's gorgeous, but Grant comes with a grungy side to him as well.  He's the epitome of everything we want in our book boyfriends.

    Hailed as the girl next door, Annie is feisty and refuses to be placed in a mold or transformed to the expectations of others.  Readers will easily identify with her.  She's smart and artistic.  Not one to go along with the crowd, but well-liked.  She's a good girl -- and a virgin.  

    While the hero and heroine are the undeniable center of this story, there are secondary players who impact the storyline in big ways, including friends and family members.  They add plenty of depth and spirit.

    The author is articulate, astute and precise, and she frankly blew me away with my first adventure into her writing world.  I am always hopeful for a happily-ever-after when I begin a new love story.  The author didn't disappoint -- even though it was bittersweet.  From this day forward, she will also be remembered as the author who -- without a doubt -- cured me of the need to beg for an epilogue.  From now on, I'm of the mindset that less is more and just leave me happy at the end of the last chapter, thank you very much!  Be careful what you wish for -- it might just backfire leaving you with an achy breaky heart that even alcohol won't mend.  One thing is for certain – Grant and Annie are characters who came to life on the pages, capturing my heart, and they won’t soon be forgotten.  
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 13, 2017
    “I’ll come back to you, Annie. You’re my first. And my last.”

    Oh our hearts! We certainly shed tears throughout Kimberly Adams’, First. What an incredibly beautiful, tragic, hopeful and heartfelt love story! Grant and Annie’s story was soul mate love, and when Grant spoke those words above to Annie, with such love and fierce determination… we felt every single word! With hearts breaking for Annie as she said goodbye to Grant and emotions crumbling for Grant as he had to leave his Annie behind, his words bore such weight as we had lived their love from its inception. From those heady moments of a young crush right through to the intense and soul deep love that eventually grew and flourished. Grant and Annie’s love was sweetly endearing and it was invincible.

    “Nothing in this world feels like this love, Annie.”

    Kimberly Adams floored us with this raw, sweet, sincere and epic love story. The writing was nothing short of exquisite with every emotion reaching into our hearts from every page. Effortless and breathtaking storytelling ensured we connected in every possible way to her story. We can’t say enough about this authors stunning writing and the way in which it brought this emotive love story to fruition.

    FIRST is told in two parts, the first taking us to 1990 when Annie Lake, on the cusp of her 16th birthday fell head over heels for 18 year old Grant Butler, who was quite literally the boy next door. The attraction between them was electric yet it held such a sweet and beautiful innocence. Our hearts melted as we found an instant connection to these characters and their feelings.

    ‘I wanted to be his. Only his. I wanted Grant like I’d never wanted anything in my entire life.’

    Sweet and beautiful Annie, was in her sophomore year at school, she’s a bit of a dreamer and an artist at heart. Handsome, self-assured Grant, is a senior, about to graduate and join the Marines and it’s a path he couldn’t veer from. His future seemed set in stone and yet he didn’t count on Annie completely stealing his heart, making his departure such a soul crashing experience.

    ‘He held me in the way that only he could, in that very adult way that let me believe that he was all I’d ever need.’

    Grant and Annie were two old souls and when they fell, they fell hard – their love was pure, and despite their young years, it was without doubt true, achingly soul deep love and so it made their journey so believable and so highly emotional. They were two hearts beating as one.

    Part Two of First contained twists we didn’t anticipate. Yes, parts gutted us, but the way the story played out proved what a gifted and passionate storyteller Kimberly Adams is. Wow, what a storyteller indeed!

    ‘There were families…wives, mothers, fiancées and lovers…waiting, still waiting, for their loved ones to return from a war that had captured and kept them locked, somewhere in time…forever.’

    The synopsis gives all you need to know about this story. To reveal anything further would impede on the emotional intensity you’ll feel as you’re swept up in Grant and Annie’s story. A story we inhaled in one sitting, unable to leave these characters that affected us so deeply, for a mere minute.

    We loved so much of this story – the era of the setting was perfection. The characters so memorable. We lived through the uncertainty of the Iraq war and embraced the music that shaped that time, finding ourselves swept up in a wave of nostalgia whilst mourning a story of lost time, stolen moments, severed opportunities whilst, in the same breath, losing ourselves to the beauty of a once in a lifetime love we felt deep in our hearts. We know we’ll never forget our time spent with Grant and Annie, neither will you!

    ‘…we were all waiting together.
    For an ending, for a beginning…..
    For a return.’
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  • Reviewed in the United States on October 30, 2017
    I enjoyed this one. The characters were well developed and felt real. Definite YA read, but I could relate to making decisions in my youth that changed the complete course of my life. Life isn’t always perfect, but we do the best we can.
  • Reviewed in the United States on March 23, 2025
    A true love story reminds me of my own. My first boyfriend, and then he wasn't. I had gotten married, and he re-found me. It was just a bit too late to come calling. I was so sad and disappointed.
    This story, while it has many memories, it is par for the course. It was just like any love story. It comes to an end. It is a great story and is revived, but you'll need to read it to understand it and learn about the whole story. It is good.
  • Reviewed in the United States on September 12, 2017
    Such a beautiful,heartbreaking and unforgettable story! Omg I had so many feelings and I cried a lot.Their love story was epic!I fell in love with Annie and Grant.

    Their relationship was full of intense,emotional,sweet,adorable and passionate moments.I find First refreshing and original.I loved the concept, the characters were unique and their situations realistic.

    The writing was beautiful and flawless.First was a captivate and amazing love story.I highly recommend to everyone who are looking for an epic romance!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 16, 2017
    Lord have mercy that was a heart breaker. You barley have time to recover before your heart is ripped into again. When I finished I just buried my head and took a deep breath. I didn't even know where to start with a review. Then I thought about it and it's simple... it's a beautiful story of love, grief and happiness. I will say that Annie looked at it in a different light than I did because I kept thinking surely life can't be that cruel. But she didn't see it as such she considered herself lucky. A emotional read.
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  • Kindle Customer
    5.0 out of 5 stars Beautiful
    Reviewed in Australia on November 5, 2017
    'First' had me from beginning to end.
    Beautifully written. With characters you can't help but fall in love with and hope that everything works out for them. Loved every page
  • yvette jones
    5.0 out of 5 stars First
    Reviewed in Canada on April 13, 2020
    A great story. It could be real for many people. War hurts in more places than the battlefront. A captivating read.
  • Miss Morelli
    5.0 out of 5 stars Dieses Buch hat 10* verdient
    Reviewed in Germany on April 25, 2018
    Unglaublich was für eine Perle unter so viel Kieselsteinen dieses Buch ist.
    Es hat mich so sehr bewegt, dass ich weinen musste und das haben nur 2 weitere Bücher in meinem Leben geschafft.
    Wunderschön geschrieben, bewegend. Eine ganz ganz dicke Leseempfehlung.
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  • Jo ReadsRomance
    5.0 out of 5 stars This was hands down one of the easiest 5 stars I've ever given.
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 6, 2017
    No matter what I write in this review, it will not be enough to explain how epic this book was. It was simply in a league of its own. Nothing could prepare me for how much I felt during this story. It was breathtakingly beautiful, it was tragic, it was outstanding and by the time I finished the last page, I was a wreck. I was left desperate to share this phenomenal book with my book friends.

    Annie and Grants relationship was something special. They were true soulmates, sharing a connection so deep it was impossible not to get swept up in their romance. I loved their fierce love for one another so much. Annie's feelings transported me back to my own experiences of that giddy first love feeling and Grant, Wow!! He was such a gorgeous book boyfriend. So easy to fall head over heels in love with.

    I don't want to say anything more about the story because it's one that you need to feel for yourself. But trust me when we I say that this love story will leave a mark on your heart that will never be erased. It was truly stunning and in all the years that I have been reading, I don't think we've shed so many tears over a book. It is an absolute must read.
  • Di
    5.0 out of 5 stars I think I love Grant too!
    Reviewed in Canada on September 18, 2017
    Kimberly Adams is amazing at making you feel you are in the moment with the characters. It's a roller coaster that is more than worth it.
    Another incredible book from an incredible author! Was definitely worth the pre-order and wait!