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Fade to Black (Awake in the Dark Book 1) Kindle Edition

3.5 out of 5 stars 1,193 ratings

Live. Die. Repeat.

Jeff Grobnagger's seizures take him on a ridiculous adventure into the spirit world and beyond.

He is standing in line at the grocery store when the seizure hits. No warning. Everything fades to black.

He wakes in an alley. Alone. Hung upside down by a noose lashed around his ankle.

And it's right around this time that a hooded figure emerges and strangles him to death.

So that sucks.

He wakes on the floor at the grocery store. Confused. Shaking.

This interrupting death scene plays out over and over again, every time Grobnagger has a seizure. Alley. Choking. Death. Repeat.

Why would anyone want to kill him? Is it just a recurring seizure dream?

When a sniper's bullet shatters his apartment window, he realizes he's in serious danger. For real.

Who is the hooded man? And who tried to kill Grobnagger in real life?

His quest for answers leads to a missing girl, cults obsessed with astral projection, an arcane puzzle sphere, an evil book, a private detective named Louise, and a mustached man named Glenn who makes the most delicious food he's ever tasted.

No one he meets is who they seem, and every answer leads to more questions, more seizures and more horrific deaths that may or may not be transpiring on some mysterious plane beyond the physical world.

Fade to Black is book one of five in the Awake in the Dark series. Scroll up and click the cover to Look Inside and read the first chapter.

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Fade to Black is the funniest book I've read in... I can't remember how long. Seriously funny. I think I laughed out loud roughly once every three pages. That's a lot of funny packed into one book! And not just an internal chuckle here and there, but an honest to goodness laugh out loud that made my significant other call, 'What?' from the next room repeatedly. - Lisbeth Ames

"(FADE TO BLACK) weirdly resonates with me. It is sneaky in a way – it holds the things we fear up to the light – opening the reader up to honesty – to love and hope and the truths of our souls found in the darkest of nights. It’s weird and dark and twisted – and real. And I recommend the trip." - Leiah Cooper, SoIReadThisBookToday.com

"Buy it, read it, laugh your butt off over it and trust me you’ll likely love the heck out of this book." - Horror Chick, agirlsguidetohorror.com

"Smart, dark and thrilling." - Patricia Hamill

"I don't normally give five stars, but "Fade to Black" gets five stars from me for one reason: I haven't been this excited about a book in a long time. As I mentioned earlier, I am eagerly awaiting the second novel in the series, because I have to see what happens. It kind of reminds me of the feeling I got the first time I watched Lost, the TV series. It feels like my eyes have been opened to a universe of possibilities, and I cannot wait to see how McBain and Vargus explore that world." - E. Branden Hart, emptysinkpublishing.com

"Grobnagger's narration is hilarious. There are going to be times while reading this that you find yourself laughing even while he's breaking your heart." - eden Hudson, author of HOW TO KILL YOURSELF IN A SMALL TOWN

"Chuck Palahniuk (crossed with) the Dean Koontz Odd Thomas series." - Drunkle Dan, The Drunken Beardsmen podcast

"An unusually philosophical, intensely self-aware and thoughtful paranormal thriller. Takes the iconography of the tarot and does something extraordinary and original with it." - Lisbeth Ames
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"An incredibly enjoyable experience." - Kit Power, author of Lifeline

"Great paranormal suspense!" - Dale Ibitz, author of the Last Moon Rising series

"A fabulous psychological horror story!" - Sheri Wilkinson

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B00OP0TMQY
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Smarmy Press
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  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ October 19, 2014
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 1.1 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 213 pages
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Book 1 of 5 ‏ : ‎ Awake in the Dark
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Customers find the book's storyline thought-provoking and brilliant in terms of plot and structure, with well-crafted humor and colorful descriptions that make it an engaging read. The writing quality is praised for its amazing plot development, and customers appreciate the main character's realistic flaws and easy-to-follow development. While some customers enjoy the pace at the onset, others find it slow.

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145 customers mention "Story quality"107 positive38 negative

Customers find the book's storyline intriguing and thought-provoking, with brilliant plot and structure, and one customer describes it as a great whodunit with a supernatural twist.

"I didn't like this book. the mystery is pretty good and all the side characters are well developped but the author made the weird choice that the..." Read more

"...The characters, too, are wonderful--deep, realistic, eccentric. You know someone like Jeff--who's quick with his words but is numbed by life...." Read more

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"...There are very few dull moments once these two men hook up and begin meeting others who appear to have some stake in what Jeff's dreams are all about..." Read more

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"...Overall, a very interesting read that comes highly recommended, and I look forward to more stories from McBain in the future. -Roy..." Read more

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82 customers mention "Writing quality"61 positive21 negative

Customers praise the writing quality of the book, describing it as a great descriptive read with amazing plot development, and one customer notes it is written in first person point of view.

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Customers enjoy the book's humor, particularly its well-crafted wit and sarcastic tone.

"...Vargus and McBain have written something quite unique, and I highly recommend it to those who like to read books a little out of the mainstream and..." Read more

"...The dialogue never feels forced, and even Jeff's internal monologues are well-crafted, important, and concise--he is not a rambler...." Read more

"...This book is a very witty, intense puzzle that makes you try as you may to figure the who or what, makes you can't wait to get to the end...." Read more

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Customers appreciate the book's philosophical content and introspective nature, with one customer noting its well-researched psychology.

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Customers appreciate the character development in the book, finding them captivating and easy to follow, with the main character being well-written and realistically flawed.

"...--blend of humor and drama, thanks in large part to the distinctive narrative voice of protagonist Jeff Grobnagger...." Read more

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"...the mystery is pretty good and all the side characters are well developped but the author made the weird choice that the main protagonist should..." Read more

"...Let's just say Tim McBain and L.T. Vargus created such a great three dimensional character that you, as the reader, can't help but love him, ask why..." Read more

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Customers appreciate the book's colorful descriptions and unique atmosphere.

"...As much as I appreciate Jeff's frequent cynical quips and colorful descriptions, they don't always seem appropriate in the more serious scenarios...." Read more

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Customers have mixed opinions about the pacing of the book, with some enjoying the initial pace while others find it slow.

"...The book pulled me n immediately right from the first line. Overall, there’s a great dry, sarcastic tone to Vargus and McBain’s writing...." Read more

"...Though Fade to Black is well plotted and paced, I expect that one year from now I may have forgotten some of the details...." Read more

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  • Reviewed in the United States on October 21, 2014
    **Fade To Black** by *L.T. Vargus and Tim McBain*: The Grobnagger Chronicles #1.

    First, there's someone who appears to be just an ordinary kind of guy, but he gets seizures in which he dreams he's hanging upside down in an alley with a rope attached to his foot and no idea how to get himself out of this position much less return to his real life where he doesn't have to undo knots and figure out how to get to the ground without breaking a limb or falling on his head. Once he's met this challenge and overcome it, he is not prepared for what's next which is a brute who begins chasing him down this alley with the sole intention of strangling him to death. After repeating this scenario a number of times, our hero, Jeff Grobnagger, does get better with the knots and the running away, but he still ends up dead until the seizure ends and he returns to the present. Then the story expands to include a new found friend named Glenn who has a cat with digestive problems and a missing daughter. At first Jeff is somewhat wary of Glenn, but after Glenn takes Jeff home and cooks him some of the best food he's ever tasted, Jeff starts to become less paranoid about what Glenn's motives might be.

    There is more to Glenn than meets the eye, however. He does have an agenda of his own concerning a missing daughter, and he does know more about the dreams Jeff has during the seizures than he admits to Jeff at first. However, neither Jeff nor Glenn could possibly prepare themselves for some of the occasions they experience together that defy logical explanation. There are very few dull moments once these two men hook up and begin meeting others who appear to have some stake in what Jeff's dreams are all about. The most entertaining parts for me were when Jeff gave his take on either what was happening at the moment or what had previously happened. I laughed out loud more than once at the way in which Jeff perceives his situations and circumstances, even when he's being strangled. Which is why the pages flew by and I didn't want to stop reading until I had all the answers to all the questions -- or at least the answers the authors were willing to give up in this, the first book of Jeff Grobnagger.

    The last third of the book was the best part for me. That's when we got to see who Jeff Grobnagger is all about. It was obvious to me that the authors gave a lot of thought to each of the main characters we came to know. There was a lot of humor in this book, but as it came to a close, there was also a lot of heart. There is a maturity in the writing that made me stop and think about what I'd read more than once. There were also a couple surprises I never saw coming. Vargus and McBain have written something quite unique, and I highly recommend it to those who like to read books a little out of the mainstream and who appreciate a fresh look at material that really hasn't been done quite like this before. I'm looking forward to the next installment of the Grobnagger Chronicles as well as anything else these talented writers give us. I'm telling everyone I know about this book, and not only because I thought it was such a good read. It's because it's fun to say Grobnagger over and over again!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on June 8, 2015
    (This review was first posted on allwritethen.blogspot.com on June 1)

    I liked this book. I mean, I really enjoyed this book. It's a good book, and although I hesitate to call it such, it's pretty damn close to being something great. This is hard for me to say, but... for once I don't think I can rant about this one.

    Of course, it's not a perfect novel, but I don't think I can adequately describe the absolute joy I feel right now after finally reading a book that I actually thought was good for the first time since starting my review blog. Isn't that just depressing? So yes, reading a book that I could fully enjoy was quite refreshing, but the story itself and the way it was told was refreshing as well. The story is one that could easily become a jumbled mess of cliched, Dan Brown-style writing: an occult mystery/thriller in which a loner character has to evade cult members who are trying to kill him while also following clues to solve a mystery. But Fade to Black is essentially the antithesis of Dan Brown; nothing bloated or grand or ludicrously over the top, just a small-scale story of two ordinary schlubs who get caught up in an occult mystery plot. Well, for the most part, anyway. It's not too complex and it gets by extremely well without relying on cliches. And what cliches it does have usually end up being subversions rather than being played straight.

    Like I said, the story isn't overly complicated, but it manages to keep you guessing at the same time. The way relationships develop between several of the characters subverted a few of my expectations, each one of Jeff's seizure dreams played out differently and somewhat unpredictably, and the very end had not one, but two significant plot twists. In fact, you might even say that the final twist was a twist within a twist, because for me, at least, it ended up going in a different direction that where I thought it would when I had first thought I had caught on to what the twist would turn out to be.

    Unfortunately, though, how both of these twists will effect the overall plot remains to be seen until the sequel, and this has a lot to do with one of the major flaws of the novel. The story is simply too short in a way that makes it feel incomplete. Not only could some parts do with a lot more fleshing out, but the ending felt both too rushed and too open-ended. Too many things were left unexplained, unfinished, and with a few too many loose threads dangling. I understand that this is the first part of a series, and it's perfectly OK for the first book to have an open ending as a lead in to the sequel, but I'm a firm believer that first books should end with some form of closure. Ok, so maybe at the end Jeff is finally on his way to healing emotionally and he also had somewhat of a breakthrough in his dream, but that wasn't really the kind of closure I was looking for. I did like this book enough that I'm certain I'll read the sequel, but it still bugs me that the story arc of this one feels incomplete.

    But aside from the story and the freedom from cliches, one of the most refreshing aspects of the novel was its narrative style. The overall tone is a fantastic--although not quite perfect--blend of humor and drama, thanks in large part to the distinctive narrative voice of protagonist Jeff Grobnagger. Although his character evolves over the course of events, my first impression of him was that he was a loner a-hole version of The Dude from The Big Lebowski. And The Big Lebowski is awesome.

    Too bad he had to be an a-hole version of The Dude, though. In any case, can appreciate the fact that while Jeff is somewhat unlikable as a person--and his inner monologues of self-loathing can get kind of annoying--he's still sympathetic as a protagonist. Maybe he's more asocial and depressive than the average person, but he manages to represent how the average person would react in bizarre circumstances in a sort of non-nonchalant, go-with-the-flow kind of way that is both believable and highly entertaining. Kind of like The Dude. Jeff observes the world around him with a unique combination of dry sarcasm and surprising insight that leads to a lot of quotable lines. He's the kind of snark master that I could only dream of becoming.

    Unfortunately, though, there are a few times in which this distinctive voice takes me somewhat out of the story rather than immersing me deeper in it. As much as I appreciate Jeff's frequent cynical quips and colorful descriptions, they don't always seem appropriate in the more serious scenarios. I get that people react to things differently, but there are a few times when Jeff (or his friend Glenn), reacts to serious s*** going down in a way that is too nonchalant to be entirely realistic. It's only a few times, though, and at least it's not widely inconsistent with his character. For the most part the plot plays out in a very realistic way despite the supernatural elements, which I like.

    There were two characters in particular that I felt could have been fleshed out a lot more, although this kind of goes hand in hand with my earlier point about the book being too short. When they were each first introduced, I was lead to believe that they would play significant roles in the story, only to later be disappointed. At least one of them we maybe could've done without entirely, she has that little effect on the plot. It's a shame, too, because she was set up early on to be this mysterious and important figure, so I felt like I was cheated out of something that would've added an interesting extra dimension to the novel.

    Although overall I really liked the story and my complaints are mostly minor, there is one big plot hole that I have to gripe about. I don't want to spoil anything, so without giving too much away I'll just say that one major plot points is the fact that multiple cults are aware that Jeff and several other people like him are having these symbolic dreams and that they are somehow important. They don't know what the dreams are about, but somehow they know he's having them and that they are important. But how they know is never explained. I can look past it for the sake of the story, but it is kind of frustrating when several main characters are very insistent that magic isn't real, yet there isn't any other explanation for this knowledge than the supernatural. I just feel that it would be more realistic if the skeptics weren't quite so skeptical in this case.

    Would I recommend this book? I certainly would, and in fact I already have. Will I be reading the sequel? I most certainly will, although not immediately. It's definitely not without flaws, but most of these could have been fixed if only the book had been a little longer. But it was definitely highly entertaining and engaging, and it feels good to give a book a high rating for once.
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  • Luis A.
    3.0 out of 5 stars esta bien.
    Reviewed in Spain on January 28, 2020
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  • K. Power
    5.0 out of 5 stars The good stuff
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 20, 2014
    I’ve been eagerly looking forward to this one ever since devouring the superlative ‘Chasing Shadows Everywhere’ earlier in the year. Since then, LT Vargus has become LT Vargus and Tim McBain (I guess technically they always were, but whatever), and after a naturalistic standalone novel, this time we’re given the first part of a projected five part series (!!), ‘Fade To Black’, a dark tale of magical realism.

    The authors have lost none of their touch with regards to voice: in the marvellously named Jeff Grobnagger we have a protagonist that is both richly layered and immediately familiar. The first person present narrative puts the reader right into the action from the get-go, and as the novel develops and we discover the many layers to Jeff’s personality our affection for him grows. He’s a relatable person to whom extraordinary things are happening, and the writers do an outstanding job in establishing and developing his character as the plot unfolds. His friend Glenn Floyd is similarly well drawn and enjoyable.

    Those ‘extraordinary things’ are also brilliantly written – the otherworldy qualities of the environment Jeff finds himself in are described with elegance and skill, and the snarky voice of the narrator manages to convey humour without undermining the tension or darkness. It’s in many ways a classic story of a person finding a glimpse of another realm, an illness that may or may not be a gift, and magical symbolism, complete with a wiser older hermit figure (the aforementioned Glenn) , alongside shadowy secretive societies which may or may not be acting in Geff’s best interest. The authors manage to breathe fresh life into these well worn tropes, in part by subverting expectations in genuinely funny ways (a moment concerning the identification of a mysterious item left behind by Glenn’s missing daughter was a particular highlight).

    The other way they manage to make this feel so fresh is the prose, which is as sparkling and readable as I’ve come across in the indie realm, and puts more than a few traditionally published authors to shame. It’s just so damn smooth, so damn funny, and so damn moreish! This was a strong feature of ‘Chasing Shadows’, and if anything it’s stronger here, even more assured. I found myself reading this very quickly, and on more than one occasion laughing out loud at a particularly well delivered line or turn of phrase.

    Indeed, the only significant criticism I have of this book will be a familiar one, I suspect – it was over too soon. Also, as is the nature of the first part of a series, far more questions were asked than answered. In this regard, I feel it’s only fair to emphasise that this in not in any way a standalone book, but clearly the opening of a longer narrative, with no real attempt at a resolution at the end of part 1. That’s not an issue for me, (apart from having to wait for part 2, of course!) but I just wanted to put that in as fair warning.

    With that in mind, I had a little trouble in deciding whether or not this was worth 4 or 5 stars. In the end, I plumped for 5, for the simple reason that it was an incredibly enjoyable experience, and based on ‘Chasing Shadows’, I have every faith that the authors will pay-off this set up in spectacular fashion over the next four books. No pressure guys... :)
  • GC MacQuarie
    5.0 out of 5 stars Hilariously funny. Deeply philosophical.
    Reviewed in Australia on February 13, 2015
    I'm on the train during my normal commute to work, I have earphones in because I'd rather listen to something like Liszt than the endless boredom of chatter, and I lose it. Literally. I'm laughing out loud and people are looking at me.

    Then, at lunch, among my colleagues, the same thing happens. Suddenly I'm crazy cat lady.

    Then I reached the middle of the book. Suddenly I'm feeling emotional because this guy just can't catch a break. His sense of humour is masking his belief that he's not worth anything. It's obvious from the beginning that he's not exactly Mr Confidence, but when it's written in black and white - deep.

    Jeff Grobnagger has seizures. When he has these seizures, he is killed by the man in the hooded mask. During Jeff's plight to find out why he has these seizures, he befriends Glenn, a mid fifties man who is embarking on his own journey.

    Forget the enticing plot line - which in itself will want you coming back for more - this character is intensely layered. You'll be rooting for him until the very end.

    My brand of satirical humor may be different to yours, but for me, this book was slap your knee funny. Reading the inner monologue of Jeff Grobnagger, kept me turning the pages from beginning to end.

    Hilariously funny, deeply philosophical and only the beginning.

    Read this book. You won't regret it.
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    GC MacQuarie
    5.0 out of 5 stars
    Hilariously funny. Deeply philosophical.

    Reviewed in Australia on February 13, 2015
    I'm on the train during my normal commute to work, I have earphones in because I'd rather listen to something like Liszt than the endless boredom of chatter, and I lose it. Literally. I'm laughing out loud and people are looking at me.

    Then, at lunch, among my colleagues, the same thing happens. Suddenly I'm crazy cat lady.

    Then I reached the middle of the book. Suddenly I'm feeling emotional because this guy just can't catch a break. His sense of humour is masking his belief that he's not worth anything. It's obvious from the beginning that he's not exactly Mr Confidence, but when it's written in black and white - deep.

    Jeff Grobnagger has seizures. When he has these seizures, he is killed by the man in the hooded mask. During Jeff's plight to find out why he has these seizures, he befriends Glenn, a mid fifties man who is embarking on his own journey.

    Forget the enticing plot line - which in itself will want you coming back for more - this character is intensely layered. You'll be rooting for him until the very end.

    My brand of satirical humor may be different to yours, but for me, this book was slap your knee funny. Reading the inner monologue of Jeff Grobnagger, kept me turning the pages from beginning to end.

    Hilariously funny, deeply philosophical and only the beginning.

    Read this book. You won't regret it.
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  • LisaLovesBooks
    5.0 out of 5 stars Thrilling, suspenseful, awesome!
    Reviewed in Canada on January 1, 2015
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    3.0 out of 5 stars Three Stars
    Reviewed in India on November 7, 2015
    Nice book

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