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Only Him (The Parker Series Book 4) Kindle Edition
She’s the girl two rock stars can’t live without. Alan’s the undisputed rock god of the music industry. Neil is the hot new thing out of Seattle’s music scene.
Married to her gorgeous superstar husband should have put the past to rest forever for Chrissie. But some loves refuse to become the past.
As she starts the family she’s longed for and builds her own career as a singer-songwriter, Chrissie is confronted with more unexpected changes. Truths about her loving father, Jack. Neil’s shocking secret. Alan’s unrelenting love for her.
Caught in a web of lies, with everything she believes coming crashing down around her, will she fight to save her marriage or will she fight for the love of her life?
Only Him is a contemporary rock star romance filled with angst, heat, and emotion featuring a British rocker, a musician from Seattle hoping to make it big, and an American girl.
MATURE CONTENT
This story contains sexually explicit material, mature subject matter, and is intended for individuals over the age of eighteen.
Author's Note: This book was first released titled: The Girl in the Comfortable Quiet. No change has been made to the story.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateJuly 12, 2015
- File size4.1 MB
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The best word for me to describe this book, and series, is perfection.It's flawless in it's own way. It's real and beautiful. It's what trueromance is about.."~ Amazon Reviewer
" AN AMAZING STORY THAT WILL TWIST AND TURN AND BECOME AN AMAZING RIDE AND LEAVE YOU WANTING MORE.."~Amazon Reviewer
" I fell in love with Chrissie and Alan's story... If you have not read this series you "must"read it. I fell in love with Chrissie and Alan's story. I was happy tosee that it does not end here. I must read "Broken Crown" next."~Amazon Reviewer
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About the Author
Award-Winning and Bestselling Literary Fiction author Susan Ward is a #1 bestselling author in Gay Fiction, LGBT Erotica and Rock Genre, and a bestseller in Contemporary Romance, Coming-of-Age, Women's Fiction, Sagas, Erotica Humorous, Humor &Satire, Historical Romance, and Regency. Known for complex, gritty, and unpredictable emotional reads, to the delight of her readers she is always expanding her fictional universe.
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The Parker Series in author's intended reading order:
Book 1: Lost in Him(Chrissie & Alan)
Book 2:Caught in Him(Chrissie & Alan)
Book 3:Found in Him(Chrissie & Alan)
Book 4: Only Him(Chrissie & Alan)
Book 5: Broken Crown(Alan & Chrissie)
Book 6: One Last Kiss (Jackson Parker & Linda)
Book 7: One More Kiss (Jack & Linda)
Book 8: One Long Kiss (Jack & Linda)
Book 9 One Forever Kiss (Jack & Linda)
Book 10: The Girl of Sand & Fog(Kaley & Bobby)
Book 11: The Girl in the Mirror(Krystal & Jacob)
Book 12: Ethan(Ethan & Avery)
Book 13: Gone Guy (Eric & Willow) Releasing February 2018
Book 14: Return to Us(Eric & Willow)Releasing March 2018
Book 15: The Last Girl (Khloe & Damon)Releasing June 2018
Book 16: Before Her (Alan Manzone Prequel)
Need to know more about the amazing heroes who protect Alan & Chrissie? Read the Locked & Loaded Series as well. Reading this series after book 10 of the Parker Series will add more fun to Parker Series Books 12-16!
Here's the authors intended reading order of THE LOCKED & LOADED SERIES:
Book 1: Pistol Whipped(Dillon Warrick)
Book 2:Skyler (Skyler Mathews)
Book 3: The Manny (Graham & Leland)
Book 4: His Man (Graham & Leland)
Book 5: All In(Graham & Leleand)
Book 6: Jena(releasing 2018)
Book 7: Take Down: A Locked & Loaded Prequel (Releasing 2018)
Product details
- ASIN : B011J6YSXI
- Publisher : Susan Ward Books
- Accessibility : Learn more
- Publication date : July 12, 2015
- Language : English
- File size : 4.1 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 254 pages
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Book 4 of 4 : The Parker Series
- Best Sellers Rank: #804,499 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #1,425 in Women's Sagas
- #4,123 in Women's Literary Fiction
- #5,947 in Romance Collections & Anthologies (Kindle Store)
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About the author

Award-winning author Susan Ward is a #1 bestselling author of Rock Star romance and New Adult Fiction. Known for complex, gritty, and unpredictable emotional reads, to the delight of her readers she is always expanding her fictional universe.
Hello! Thank you for checking out my Amazon Author Page. I like exciting heroes who keep you guessing, and intelligent, complicated heroines who make them work to get them. My stories are filled with twists you won't see coming and my Happy Endings are never cookie-cutter, but always deliciously satisfying. My series include The Parker Series; The Affair Without End Series; The Sand & Fog Series; and The Locked & Loaded Series. I'm the mother of grown daughters, a grandmother, and I live with my husband and dog, Lady. My favorite things to do are writing an angsty HEA love story, drinking coffee, eating chocolate, having a good glass of wine, traveling, watching sappy movies, and chatting with my readers.
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Customers find this book to be a must-read with a great ending to the series, and they appreciate how the story progresses. Moreover, the book receives positive feedback for its emotional content, character development, and beauty, with one customer noting it's so real it's raw. Additionally, the writing quality is praised, with one customer highlighting how the author writes at a very personal level.
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Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as amazing and a must-read, with one customer noting they couldn't wait to read it.
"I thoroughly enjoyed reading this book from the second I started reading it last night...." Read more
"...What a deep and entrancing book that I was unable to put down! I recommend this series!" Read more
"...But wow, what an awesome series. Susan Ward is an unbelievably talented author. This will stay with me for a very long time..." Read more
"I could not put down this amazing series! So may feelings with this book! I highly recommend this to all. I do not want to say to much...." Read more
Customers enjoy the storyline of the book, particularly its progression and great ending to the series, with one customer highlighting its suspenseful build-up and another mentioning its epic love journey.
"...I loved how the story progressed, developing throughout the years until Chrissie finds her happiness...." Read more
"...I could not put the book down! She did such a great job building the suspense and describing Chrissie's feelings that I felt like I was right along..." Read more
"...I loved this story. The characters made you hate them, love them and want to scream at them to just act right...." Read more
"...It leaves no room for second guessing the outcome and ends it sweetly. And I loved every minute of it." Read more
Customers appreciate the emotional depth of the book, with one mentioning the intense angst and another noting how well Chrissie's feelings are described.
"...I hung on to every word in this book, every emotion as if I were living it. Susan's books do that to me, they transport me to a different world...." Read more
"...She did such a great job building the suspense and describing Chrissie's feelings that I felt like I was right along side Chrissie with my own heart..." Read more
"...I am happy and sad and breathless and anguished and confused and full of clarity - such an intense emotional journey - and I didn't want it to end...." Read more
"I could not put down this amazing series! So may feelings with this book! I highly recommend this to all. I do not want to say to much...." Read more
Customers appreciate the character development in the book, finding them relatable.
"...I loved this story. The characters made you hate them, love them and want to scream at them to just act right...." Read more
"...less than a week ago - and I was so intrigued and pulled into these characters' lives, that I had to read the next three books RIGHT NOW...." Read more
"...Susan writes at a very personal level so you can relate to the characters and get an idea of how they are really feeling." Read more
"Susan Ward's books are amazing, the character's are so well developed, I sometimes feel as if I have actually met them...." Read more
Customers find the book beautiful, with one review describing it as vivid and another noting its clarity.
"...It's flawless in it's own way. It's real and beautiful. It's what true romance is about, chaotic, messy and so real it's raw...." Read more
"...I am happy and sad and breathless and anguished and confused and full of clarity - such an intense emotional journey - and I didn't want it to end...." Read more
"Amazing. Must read. Vivid and exciting." Read more
Customers appreciate the writing quality of the book, with one customer noting how the author writes at a very personal level.
"...I loved Susan's writing of this book and how although Chrissie has changed she's very much the same with her "lame, so lame" comments...." Read more
"...But wow, what an awesome series. Susan Ward is an unbelievably talented author. This will stay with me for a very long time..." Read more
"...Susan writes at a very personal level so you can relate to the characters and get an idea of how they are really feeling." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on July 17, 2015Here I go again trying to write a review for one of Susan's books. By now everyone knows I'm totally in love with her books. All I can say about this book is WOW. It's difficult to write the perfect words to describe how this book made me feel besides "emotionally messy" in a fabulous way. I hung on to every word in this book, every emotion as if I were living it. Susan's books do that to me, they transport me to a different world. It's like she's inside my head sometimes. It's so raw and real and yet so perfect in Chrissie world. I loved how the story progressed, developing throughout the years until Chrissie finds her happiness. Seeing her figure out her life, work with music, made me smile. Yes, I totally smiled while reading this book. I also cringed in some parts, felt heartbroken and was excited for these characters. It was an odd combination and I had to question myself at times.
To finally see Chrissie assess her life and what she truly wants without letting her mind get in the way was wonderful. I felt for Neil, but Alan is Alan. No one compares, especially when it comes to Chrissie. To see the tug of emotions, the friendships, the love bloom is beautiful. This book has a few twists; some I knew already, others were new to me.
Of course, I loved how Affair Without End Series collides with this book and SO happy to read a bit of that in this installment. The best word for me to describe this book, and series, is perfection. It's flawless in it's own way. It's real and beautiful. It's what true romance is about, chaotic, messy and so real it's raw. So honest that you forget you're reading about fictional characters and take a moment to reflect on your own life.
I cannot wait to read The Sand and Fog series to learn more about Kaley and her life.
- Reviewed in the United States on July 14, 2015I thoroughly enjoyed reading this book from the second I started reading it last night. I loved Susan's writing of this book and how although Chrissie has changed she's very much the same with her "lame, so lame" comments. My favorite part was the suspense leading up to Chrissie finding out Neil's secret. I could not put the book down! She did such a great job building the suspense and describing Chrissie's feelings that I felt like I was right along side Chrissie with my own heart beating wilding and saying "No! Don't open the door!"
I'm glad Chrissie finally got her HEA, in the sense that she finally finds herself and is true to herself about her wants and feelings. I wish the ending was prolonged a little more but I can't wait to read more about Kaley in Susan Ward's soon to be released new series!
- Reviewed in the United States on October 10, 2016No matter how you read this you feel the pull. The way love Is so unfair and yet we yearn for it. I agree it's better not to see the future because of we could some of us would change that. We fight for what we want and not let it go by the waste side. I think that's what Ms. Parker had to learn in life. If not with Alan "Manny" with whoever she spent the remaining days of her life with.
I loved this story. The characters made you hate them, love them and want to scream at them to just act right. What a deep and entrancing book that I was unable to put down! I recommend this series!
- Reviewed in the United States on August 5, 2015Wow, just wow. What a roller-coaster of emotions this book turned out to be, way better than I expected.
It took her 3 books but Chrissie finally made the decision to take control of her life and her emotions like the adult she is. It was heartbreaking what happened with her and Neil. I kind of figured out about Neil when Chrissie saw him talking to Andy in London, but the build-up to THAT scene was so full of angst, I was hyperventilating.
There was a lot that was left unexplained in this story so I got a bit frustrated with that. Jack never explained about Linda, Rene was not mentioned after the "concert from hell", I didn't really get Jesse Harris's role... He was a neighbor who had a crush on her and wrote a book about her, and that was it? What was the point? Did she ever tell Alan Kayle is his daughter? Did she ever tell Neil?!
The epilogue mentions something about her burying Neil 10 years ago after a mention of Kurt Cobain's suicide... I got a bit confused, did he die or was she referring to the end of their marriage?!
I feel for Neil, and I think he was a nice guy. I really hope he got his happy ending too.
- Reviewed in the United States on February 17, 2016This book was so frustrating, or should I say, Chrissie was frustrating. I kind of had a feeling what it is that Neil must have done to be so bad to make Chrissie leave. I just wasn't expecting her to find out the way she did. I don't think anything Chrissie could have done would have changed things but she was something else in the way she would treat Neil. She was in such denial of reality and what her true feelings were for both Neil and Alan. I also was not expecting the way Chrissie found out about Jack and Linda and she had every right to react the way she did. Linda was the one who was in the wrong for she said and did and I wished that Jack could have witnessed how Linda had treated his daughter. What can I say about Renee. I believe that she is jealous of Chrissie and treats her the way that she does. She doesn't really have Chrissie's best interest at heart. That was evident in what she did to her. The ending to this series didn't answer anything. It just left me with more questions about how certain things turned out. I just hope the spin-offs will clear up a few things.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 22, 2016I admit it. I read the first book in the series less than a week ago - and I was so intrigued and pulled into these characters' lives, that I had to read the next three books RIGHT NOW. I am happy and sad and breathless and anguished and confused and full of clarity - such an intense emotional journey - and I didn't want it to end. But wow, what an awesome series. Susan Ward is an unbelievably talented author. This will stay with me for a very long time...
Top reviews from other countries
- A C. SummerfieldReviewed in the United Kingdom on August 18, 2015
5.0 out of 5 stars Fantastic..
Fantastic...well worth the wait..the whole series has you invested...and experiencing every emotion known to man! And there is more, each series plays of each other though can also be read on their own though once you start reading you will want to devour anything this author writes...and soon the Sand and Fog series starts....yay!
- ElzReviewed in the United Kingdom on October 2, 2022
1.0 out of 5 stars Worst series ever!
This is one of the hardest series I've ever read! I've wanted to slap Chrissy so many times for being so petty and irritating! I seriously don't understand what Neil and Andy see in her! I knew I should have just given up on this series from the first book but I thought maybe she'll come good in the end and the Epilogue was just dire and felt like even the author had had enough of her in the end!