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In Death I Live: A Reverse Harem Novel Kindle Edition

4.3 out of 5 stars 149 ratings

I’ve died several deaths over the years. Each time another piece of my soul destroyed, leaving me emptier than the time before. I came to accept that fact, knowing death—true death—would descend on me sooner rather than later.

I thought I ran away from the devil—the man who’s ruled my life—for the last time, but he found me anyway. Sculpting me once more into the good girl he needs for his bidding. Forcing me to live with strangers to learn their secrets, knowing that they’re evil, like him. But I’ll go willingly to protect the one person I love.

But these men? These so-called demons? I’m not convinced they’re like him at all. If they truly are, it’s only because they were fallen angels forced to serve a devil of their own.

If I’m right, then maybe we can all crawl out of this hell of a life together and live after all.

Now, the only question that remains is: which side is the lesser of two evils?

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In Death I Live is a dark reverse harem standalone novel. It is not recommended for those under 18 or for the faint at heart.
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I finished this book last night and I'm still scraping myjaw off the ground. I did not expect Lindsay Becs to hit that hard, to go thatfar, but holy moly, did she ever... and I loved every second of it.

In Death I Live is
hard-hitting, gritty, bloody, and filthy. The twists andturns kept me on the edge of my seat and her sexy harem of men left me pantingfor more.

My favorite trope is the "we can mess with her all we want, but don't youdare even look at her" trope and this book has that vibe covered inspades.

Five Angel Stars. -Author Misty Walker


This is a thick book filled with a story
fullof raw emotion and heat so hot you are going to need a cigarette when youfinish each scene. -Sandie, Goodreads Reader/ IG: @sandizzlereads


Lindsay Becs has ticked all of my boxes and added acouple of new ones too.
A must read book and definitely in my top reads of2021. -Night Owl Book Blog


With a
graceful darkness Lindsay Becs blew me away with thepassion, angst and steam. -Booklover Mercis Bookish Blog


It's
depraved, dark, tantalizing, lip biting, panty dropping naughtinesswrapped in the most insanely gorgeous cover ever! -Jami, Goodreads Reader



This was
a reverse harem that gave me everything I couldwant. The suspense, the drama, the love, the moments between them - allperfection. -Brittany, Goodreads Reader

Product details

  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B0994PPJJ9
  • Accessibility ‏ : ‎ Learn more
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ September 17, 2021
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 4.8 MB
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 300 pages
  • Page Flip ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.3 out of 5 stars 149 ratings

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Lindsay Becs
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Lindsay Becs has always enjoyed writing as an outlet and a fun hobby. Having pushed outside her box, she wrote and self-published her first book in 2017. Now, she hopes to continue to explore deeper into the world of writing. Tragically beautiful love stories are what she enjoys writing most, but who knows what the future will hold.

Lindsay is also an avid reader, Netflix binger, and never goes far without coffee first. She wishes fall lasted all year long, and peanut M&M’s are her writing fuel. She is from the Buckeye state of Ohio but loves to travel and live in different places around the world.

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Customers find the book's story intriguing with plenty of suspense and twists. Moreover, the pacing is engaging, with one customer noting there's "not a dull moment." They appreciate the character development, with customers genuinely liking all the characters, and the writing quality. Additionally, the book receives positive feedback for its steamy content.

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12 customers mention "Suspenseful story"12 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the suspenseful story of the book, finding it intriguing from the start with plenty of twists and turns.

"...The story is soo intriguing, you are drawn in as soon as the car is driving down that rainy road...." Read more

"...Once I got past that, I loved it! The plot is dark, there’s angst, mystery, and a lot of delicious steamy scenes. Phew, grab a fan to read this!..." Read more

"...I loved that the whole story was contained to one book with no cliff hangers or having to wait and see how it all turned out...." Read more

"...I seriously could not stop reading - the suspense drew me in! I won’t ruin it for you. You must read it yourself!" Read more

7 customers mention "Pacing"7 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the pacing of the book, with one describing it as heart-wrenching and another noting it's not a dull moment.

"...Once I got past that, I loved it! The plot is dark, there’s angst, mystery, and a lot of delicious steamy scenes. Phew, grab a fan to read this!..." Read more

"...AND I LOVED EVERY DANG SECOND OF IT!!! This was deliciously dark, and although it had some pretty tough stuff, Lindsay did what she always does...." Read more

"...It's dark, be warned. It's also heart wrenching and tender. Again though, ITS DARK!..." Read more

"This new def a dark romance and I really Enjoyed it. I wish the ending had more of a certain character but this was such a really good read" Read more

7 customers mention "Readability"7 positive0 negative

Customers find the book readable and enjoyable, with one mentioning they couldn't stop reading it.

"...I seriously could not stop reading - the suspense drew me in! I won’t ruin it for you. You must read it yourself!" Read more

"I liked the book. I liked the plot line. Once I started, I wanted to finish it. I also feel like it could have been filled more...." Read more

"...the ending had more of a certain character but this was such a really good read" Read more

"This book was definitely unexpected. The author did a great job with the characters and the storyline...." Read more

5 customers mention "Character development"5 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the character development in the book.

"...Each character was perfectly flawed...." Read more

"I really loved the twists and turns in this story. The guys were amazing and poor Zora...that girl had been through so much!..." Read more

"I truly enjoyed this story and the characters! This is my first read by Lindsey Becs and will definitely be checking out her other books...." Read more

"...was extremely interested in what was to happen next and genuinely liked all the characters. Great read!" Read more

3 customers mention "Steam content"3 positive0 negative

Customers enjoy the steamy content of the book.

"Angsty, steamy, and intriguing with plenty twists and turns!..." Read more

"...Pretty crazy, really wild and lots and lots of steam. Awesome read!! Not a dull moment" Read more

"...and chemistry is off the charts and the connections are intense and so hot." Read more

3 customers mention "Writing quality"3 positive0 negative

Customers appreciate the writing quality of the book.

"...Her amazing writing makes it so the blow is so much softer. And the fact that it is a reverse harem? MIND BLOWN!..." Read more

"...The writing is fine, but the story just isn't there for me...." Read more

"I really enjoyed this book and finding this author. She writes well and authentically. Pick up this book. You won’t be sorry!" Read more

Breathtaking!
5 out of 5 stars
Breathtaking!
Oh be still my beating heart. This book consumed me mind,body and soul. I fell hard for each and every one of these incredible men. Personalities so different yet they mesh so well. This storyline hooked me from the begging. With a graceful darkness Lindsay Becs blew me away with the passion,angst and steam. Zoras painful past led her to the doorstep of four incredible men. They became her downfall but not in the way you would believe. They consumed her and brought her joy she never thought she could know. Riddled with dangers unknown this book took me on the joyride of my life!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 17, 2021
    Let me start off by saying I wish I could give this book more than 5 stars. I knew going in this was going to a Reverse Harem book, but nothing prepared me for what I was going to read. Most RH books that I have read were good, but not like this. This book is definitely not your usual RH books.. It is soo much better! The story is soo intriguing, you are drawn in as soon as the car is driving down that rainy road. It twists and tangles into Zora's plight from the present to the past. She has gone through the mud and more and the one person she thought was good for her, turns out to be her biggest enemy! After she is rescued by "the guys", we get to meet each of them individually. Each guy in the harem are so different from each other, each bringing something to the mix. I fell in love with all of them too. River, the protector, Cruz, the one with the big heart, Greyson. the kinky goof and Domonic, the brooding leader with a heart that he thought stopped beating. The one thing they have in common is they all fall for Zora and bond with her in their own way. Zora is sent to these guys, beaten and broken, with a plot to infiltrate he Organization, only because her enemy holds the sword of Damocles over her head. As she gets to know them and fall for them, she is torn between loyalty and love. You will tense up, you will be angry, you will chuckle, but most of all, you will be happy you read this book. Congratulations, Lindsay! You did it again
  • Reviewed in the United States on December 16, 2021
    Angsty, steamy, and intriguing with plenty twists and turns! So, I really loved this book by the end, but I had some trouble getting into it in the beginning. Ultimately, it came down to the fact that I had a hard time connecting with Zora in the first half. Once I got past that, I loved it! The plot is dark, there’s angst, mystery, and a lot of delicious steamy scenes. Phew, grab a fan to read this! There are some triggers, read the warnings! This is a standalone which was perfect for what I had been looking for. If you like your romance with a side of dark and dirty this is the RH for you. I never saw some of the twists coming and it kept me on my toes which I loved. I’m new to Lindsay Becs, but after this I can’t wait to dive into other books of hers! 🖤
  • Reviewed in the United States on November 17, 2021
    I absolutely loved this book. I went in blind w/o reading one review and am so happy I did. Is this book dark, YES! Does it contain things that would be triggers for some, ABSOLUTELY! But I love the dark and twisted tales, and I have no triggers. Each character was perfectly flawed.

    I loved that the whole story was contained to one book with no cliff hangers or having to wait and see how it all turned out. Zora is a good strong FML and despite everything from her past and all the bad that happens to her in this story she never breaks or backs down.

    I fell in love with each one of the guys from the begging even though they are all broke in some way. I enjoyed watching Zora help to heal each one as they help her to heal as well. Her ability to see what each guy needed and give each of them the individual relationship they need while still maintaining the group relationship was good. Sometimes I feel like RH's miss this point and end up not feeling like a genuine relationship between all the characters. I also enjoyed the relationships that the guys had outside of the one that develops with Zora. The only thing I was missing was a little epilogue to let us know how they were all doing down the road.

    This was my first Lindsay Beck book, but it will by far not be my last. If you like a dark twisted tale all tied up in one book give this one a try, I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did.
  • Reviewed in the United States on January 5, 2023
    Lindsay Becs has done it again! This was a phenomenal book! I waited with bated breath to see whether or not Zora and her boys would get a happy ending, or if something would happen to tear them all apart. I seriously could not stop reading - the suspense drew me in! I won’t ruin it for you. You must read it yourself!
  • Reviewed in the United States on September 17, 2021
    HOLY-CRAP-ON-A-CRACKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was super sucked in the moment I started reading. As soon as we were introduced to Zora and Slater together I knew this book was going to be different. And oh man was I right!!!!

    This is, by far, way different than anything else I've ready from Lindsay. AND I LOVED EVERY DANG SECOND OF IT!!! This was deliciously dark, and although it had some pretty tough stuff, Lindsay did what she always does. Her amazing writing makes it so the blow is so much softer. And the fact that it is a reverse harem? MIND BLOWN!

    The relationship between Zora and her past was super scary, and then you have her relationship with the guys in the harem, it was like a dream! The synchronicity and flow of their relationship was so beautiful. It took everything that you think is "taboo" out of their relationship and only shows the beauty of it.

    Sure, there are definitely some rough times, it is organized crime related, but it was hot and the love was amazing. I cannot wait to see what else she writes like this!!!
  • Reviewed in the United States on September 24, 2021
    I liked the book. I liked the plot line. Once I started, I wanted to finish it. I also feel like it could have been filled more. It had a good plot line that could have had more of a punch. I did like the book a lot but I wanted more. Not necessarily the story but all the plot points woven in more.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on May 8, 2022
    Whew!!! This had me in every emotion at some point, even got misty eyed with a lump in my own darn throat! It's dark, be warned. It's also heart wrenching and tender. Again though, ITS DARK! If you can handle heavy and gutterly gritty scenarios then give it a read. It ends in a way that we all can appreciate....just buckle for the long ride to get there.
  • Reviewed in the United States on September 20, 2021
    I really loved the twists and turns in this story. The guys were amazing and poor Zora...that girl had been through so much! I was happy to see she got her HEA.

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  • Taika
    3.0 out of 5 stars Nicht meins….
    Reviewed in Germany on January 4, 2022
    Wo fange ich am besten an?!
    Mit der weiblichen Protas wurde ich nicht wirklich warm…. Ich kann die Hand nicht drauf legen was genau mich gestört hat aber sympathisch war sie mir überhaupt nicht…
    Im Buch ging’s um mega viel Sex…. Nichts dagegen aber mir war’s zu viel….
    Die Männer sollten Monster sein…. Ich für meinen Teil fand sie Waschlappen…. Mir fehlte eindeutig eine Richtlinie…
    Im Grossen und Ganzen war die Story flüssig geschrieben aber leider nicht ganz meins….
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