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Spider: An Age Gap Rock Star Romance (British Bad Boys Book 3) Kindle Edition
"She crossed my path and changed my whole direction."
He called himself Spider.
I knew him as the sinfully gorgeous guy with eyes of fire that fate sat next to me on the airplane.
I didn’t know who he really was…British rock star…my stepbrother.
He kissed me because he thought we’d never see each other again. We would.
Everyone warned me about him.
They told me he was ruthless and cold and screwed up.
They said he’d leave me with a hole in my heart.
Maybe I should have listened.
Maybe I should have built up a fortress to keep him out.
But I crumbled instead.
They say an unbreakable thread connects those who are destined to meet. If that’s true, then the moment he sat next to me, we were bound together forever.
He just had to figure it out before it’s too late…
*This book is part of the British Bad Boy series but is a complete stand-alone romance.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateNovember 11, 2017
- File size1.4 MB
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"Do you like Ilsa Madden-Mills? Well, you are going to LOVE SPIDER! This book is everything: passion, fire, heartbreak, FEELS. It's about finding your destiny and being strong enough to keep it. One of my TOP READS of 2017!" ~Tia Louise, USA Today Bestselling Author "Spider is one bad boy British rocker...I'm in love!" ~Julie, Reviewer "An Ilsa Madden-Mills story is like a dream vacation, you can't wait to arrive but once at your destination, you want to savor every single second. Spider is NO exception. The way Ms. Madden-Mills creates her characters, weaves their words, layers their emotions and makes you fall in love is a testament to her talent. You don't just read Spider...you take pieces away from the story that will stay with you forever." ~Lisa N Paul, Bestselling Author
"Sensual, slow burn romance at its best. Spider is a delicious, forbidden read you won't be able to put down." ~Melanie Harlow, USA Bestselling Author
"You think you're reading just another stepbrother book, but what you get is so much more: swoony, sexy, and completely captivating. Spider is the stepbrother you don't want to miss." ~Red Cheek Reads
"One word: EPIC." ~Faye, Reviewer
From the Author
There's no need to read that short story since it's part of the beginning of this book, Spider.
Flawed, broken, and utterly gorgeous, Spider's been talking with a British accent in my head since 2013.
Now, he's all yours...I hope you love him.
Ilsa
About the Author
Wall Street Journal, New York Times, and USA Today best-selling author Ilsa Madden-Mills writes about strong heroines and sexy alpha males that sometimes you just want to slap. She's best known for her angsty and funny New Adult college romances.
A former high school English teacher and elementary librarian, she adores all things Pride and Prejudice; Mr. Darcy is her ultimate hero.
She loves unicorns, frothy coffee beverages, Vampire Dairies, and any book featuring sword-wielding females.
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- ASIN : B077CX2344
- Publisher : Little Dove
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- Publication date : November 11, 2017
- Language : English
- File size : 1.4 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 266 pages
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Book 3 of 3 : British Bad Boys
- Best Sellers Rank: #114,156 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #1,103 in Enemies to Lovers Romance
- #2,609 in Enemies to Lovers Romance eBooks
- #4,967 in New Adult & College Romance (Books)
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Customers find this romance book engaging and addictive, describing it as a beautiful story of fated love with perfect chemistry. The characters are well-developed, with one customer noting how the author captures their fragile and damaged emotional states, while the writing is praised for its British style. Customers appreciate the book's strength, with one review highlighting how time and distance can't break it, and they enjoy its humor, with one mentioning it will have them laughing and crying.
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Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as a fantastic series that is especially addicting and worth their time.
"...He was worth it and so was Rose. Their story was beautiful and a journey that they needed to take...." Read more
"Good quick read, some conflict. Slight bit of spice, not much. Easy read after reading something heavy and dark. Enjoyed it" Read more
"...downs Spider and Rose went through made this story one of the best I’ve read this year...." Read more
"I've just finished Spider by Ilsa Madden-Mills and what a fantastic read it was! I love Madden-Mills writing styles and storytelling abilities...." Read more
Customers enjoy the romance in this book, describing it as a beautiful story of fated love that flows well and has an amazing conclusion.
"...He was worth it and so was Rose. Their story was beautiful and a journey that they needed to take...." Read more
"...This book was all about love, a love that was frowned upon by others but meant the world to the two-people enveloped in its fierceness...." Read more
"...Will Rose ever be able to forgive him for what happened? This story is fantastic and I loved everything about it, even the tears I cried for..." Read more
"...The story is well written and the narrators are enjoyable, but I would have liked the MMC to have a stronger backbone and the best friend to not be..." Read more
Customers describe the book as heart-wrenching and perfect in its level of angst, with one customer noting how the author captures the fragile and damaged emotional states of the characters.
"...It took awhile to get there, but it was so full of different feelings throughout...." Read more
"...Her books contain a host of emotions and straight up sizzle...." Read more
"...This second chance romance is filled with angst, heartache, steamy scenes oh and a hot rock star who happens to be the stepbrother of the lead..." Read more
"...She is fierce and hardworking, intelligent and strong...." Read more
Customers love the characters in the book, appreciating their moments of strength and the perfect amount of chemistry between them.
"...All the characters are believable and play a part in bringing the story to life...." Read more
"...And I just loved it. Spider and Rose are such endearing characters, both with pasts that left a lot to be desired...." Read more
"...The story is full of drama and you will feel empathy for both characters. At times you will question their choices...." Read more
"...I enjoyed Oscar very much thought he was a wonderful character." Read more
Customers praise the writing quality of the book, particularly noting the author's British style and free of syntax or spelling errors.
"...They really are grammatically correct and free of syntax or spelling errors. Her books contain a host of emotions and straight up sizzle...." Read more
"...The author writes the best British, damaged bad boys. Spider owned my heart at the end...." Read more
"...Otherwise it was well written and easy to read. The sexual content is minimal. There is some mention of drug use, but I'd say this is ok for ages 17+." Read more
"...The story had lots of drama and will keep you glued. The writing flows. The character development is good...." Read more
Customers enjoy the chemistry in the book, describing it as instant and plentiful, with one customer noting how it leaves them wanting more.
"...Rose and Spider are smoking hot together, a powerful combination of chemistry that not all authors can (or do) write about when delivering a romance..." Read more
"...The chemistry between these two is insane!..." Read more
"...Their chemistry is intense, even when they both try and stay away. However, troubled pasts unite them and they form an unbreakable bond...." Read more
"...They have an amazing chemistry. I loved the first part of the book a little more than the second part." Read more
Customers appreciate the strength of the characters, describing them as strong and feisty, with one customer noting that time and distance cannot break their bond.
"...I loved Spider and Rose's characters, they were well developed and with the rich advantage of a true duel perspective approach, audience's can..." Read more
"...She is fierce and hardworking, intelligent and strong...." Read more
"...They both are passionate, determined, independent and a little damaged. Rose didn’t have the best childhood...." Read more
"...it's a journey of two people with an unshakable bond that time and distance can't break. It's a tale of heartache, redemption, and growth...." Read more
Customers enjoy the humor in the book, finding it angsty and entertaining, with one customer noting the witty banter and another mentioning it will make them laugh and cry.
"...It will have you laughing and crying, it has all the feels that makes a story great...." Read more
"...The story is well written and the narrators are enjoyable, but I would have liked the MMC to have a stronger backbone and the best friend to not be..." Read more
"...Rose and Spider have a nice conversation, have a laugh and share a passionate kiss...." Read more
"...This step brother romance is unlike any I have read. With snippets of humor, tragedy and heartache in spades, redemption and love, this book..." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on November 13, 2017Format: KindleVerified PurchaseOh Spider. After meeting you in Very Wicked Things, I knew I was going to love you. There was something about you and I knew you had a story to tell. Thank goodness Ilsa Madden-Mills recognized that your story was going to be one hot and wicked and fate filled trip for us fans.
This story is told in dual POV and in chronological order starting from some time ago and then skipping a few years ahead for the majority of the book and even more toward the last 3/4 of it. Rose and Spider are two very different people but whose souls have connected at a very difficult time in their lives. Rose's life started out not so pretty but she met a boy who left a permanent mark on who she would become in life. She would fight and become better than what surrounded her. She would be strong and take the most out of life.
But what happens when you get on a plane and meet a man so all encompassing that you would be willing to let it all go? A beautiful bad boy that is so charismatic and has every woman falling at his feet?
"It's the heart that always knows, and mine does."
But there is a twist and there are demons that will be uncovered. For both characters. Some demons eat at people and cause them to turn toward things that are not good for them and some demons make you fight and be a better person. That is who we have in Spider and Rose. But there is a pull with them that can't be touched. And Spider knows that is something that could be life altering for both of them. So what do you do when you know you are bad for someone that is so genuinely good? You protect them from your bad decisions even though they should be able to make their own decisions themselves.
"Because I am you. We're so much alike, it's staggering. With one exception: you're better than me."
Their journey and their fight to find their happiness was compared to Jane Eyre. I love when authors do that and make their story more current for us. A hot, rich rock star and a girl from the wrong side of the tracks brought in to the "rich" fold but always looking from the outside in with her world. I love Spider and his journey and fight for what he figured out was worth living for. HE had to figure it out on his own and once he did? Beautiful!
"I want to be his everything. I want him to be consumed with me. I want to be the person who keeps him on the straight and narrow. I want him to not be able to get out of f.. bed unless I'm next to him. I want him to crumble if I walk away. I want him to love me forever. I say those things to him as tears run down my face."
Ilsa, thank you for taking the chance on Spider's short story and making a full novel out of it. He was worth it and so was Rose. Their story was beautiful and a journey that they needed to take. It took awhile to get there, but it was so full of different feelings throughout. At some point they made you laugh, some made you want to hit certain characters and other times you could feel the chemistry come right through the pages. I swear my kindle could see it and would burn right into flames. And it was all worth it!
"Love is for people who want to get hurt."
- Reviewed in the United States on November 21, 2017Format: KindleVerified PurchaseSpider by Ilsa Madden-Mills
4 stars!!!
“I left you to let you breathe.”
I love Ilsa Madden-Mills writing an I always know I’m going to get an addictive and heart-warming read and Spider was no different. This book was all about fate, a second chance romance with a little stepbrother thrown in that will have you experiencing the warm and fuzzies but not before you get put through the wringer first. First appearances can be deceptive, you can hide behind invisible walls that you erect, but underneath, the heart will always shine through and this book was full of it.
“Is this what love songs are written about? I want to scream at the top of my lungs. I want to beat my hands on the ground. I want to throw up. I realize that people always leave, even the ones you love the most. They weasel into your life and then slink away as if nothing happened. They leave in you in the wake of their destruction and gamble your heart to pursue their own ambitions. I know what I have to do. I’ll never let him near my heart again.”
Rose hadn’t had the best start in life. Aged eleven she ran away from her trailer and her poor excuse of a mother in fear of her life. In just a nightie she battled the elements, until a teenaged boy came to her rescue and gave her money for food, even though he seemed to be far from trust-worthy. Fast forward to the present and Rose is about to visit her adopted mum and her new husband. Boarding a plane, it seems fate is playing with her again as the tattooed, teenaged boy that once saved her, is sitting right next to her and their worlds collide once again…and he is all man.
Spider is a musician, who gave up the life his father wanted him to have to live the life he dreamed of. He was incredibly rebellious and wasn’t the son his father wanted. His father was embarrassed by his antics, but underneath that bad boy persona was a man with a heart of gold. Sitting next to the intriguing young woman on the plane he has no idea their paths had once crossed. He comes to her aide in her time of need as he makes her forget her fear of flying. These two talk, they laugh, they joke, easy conversation and they share a kiss and then they go their separate ways, but are they destined to meet again?
“You scared of me, Rose?”
Never
“I’m scared you’ll rip my heart out.”
… “I probably will.”
This book was all about love, a love that was frowned upon by others but meant the world to the two-people enveloped in its fierceness. It was all about sacrifice, showing people that you can change given the right incentive and also that the heart wants who the heart wants, no matter the obstacles. This was one of those books that has you frantically turning the pages in hope that the characters get the happy ever after they deserve, it doesn’t come easy. The curveballs keep coming, but I was always hoping that love won in the end. Great story from Ilsa Madden-Mills.
Top reviews from other countries
- CarolineKReviewed in the United Kingdom on November 14, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Another 5 Stars
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseA well deserved 5 stars. Love reading Ilsas' books. Loved the storyline and angst of Spider and Rose's relationship, it was so hot. It wasn't dark and I'm glad of that. I just wanted to hug Spider 😜 (new BFF for me) he was just........ Yum! Rose was strong and I loved her character too. Brilliant writing and brilliant read.
- MJ SymmondsReviewed in Canada on November 12, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Your Spidey senses will be tingling!
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseTo say I've been chomping at the bit for Spider's story since Filthy English is an understatement. When I seen I was soon going to get my hands on him, I was beyond ecstatic!!
I could not be any more happy with this book than I am. It was pure bliss to read this story. It just worked so well. The story flowed seamlessly, the characters were so well developed, there were no gaps in the storyline, when it got hot it was like hades!! It was just PERFECT!!
Spider has one major rule when it comes to women, never involve the heart.
"Live fast and collect no hearts is my mantra."
Then he meets a girl on a plane & he cannot deny the connection. It's instant, it's consuming but he'll never see her again so a kiss won't hurt. But that kiss!! A kiss they won't forget, a kiss they'll want to forget when they discover they are stepbrother & sister.
"One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it."
Beside being a stepbrother book it's also a second chance. Now I'm not going to delve into the details of their first meeting but I will say the beginning of this book really sets the stage & the circumstances around the first time they meet will pull at your heartstrings.
The author does not leave us hanging with this one We get the full story & a glimpse into their lives after the HEA.
- SMOReviewed in France on November 9, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars Yes, Ilsa scores once more
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseI don't know if it's what I was looking for when I started the book but then again I couldn't help but being hooked. It's so different from what I read from Ilsa before yet she manages to keep the magic. This is an epic love story, if you're looking for steam and sexy, you won't find much however.
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I don't know how I feel about Rose, the way she goes all in, the way she throws herself at him, the way she forgives, the way she treats her boyfriend, the way she's ready to sacrifice everything. I would have preferred for her to give Spider a harder time when he got back. Yet, somehow I couldn't manage to really loathe her or dislike her.
As of Spider, he's the bad boy we love to hate and save and redeem. I would have loved to see more of his cheery self, humour, banter and more of his relationship with Sebastian with Rose in the picture.
All in all, yes I enjoyed myself and questioned myself and lost myself. Isn't that the whole point?
- LiashReviewed in Australia on November 19, 2017
5.0 out of 5 stars Emotional rollercoaster alert!!
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseWow! This book blew me away. Talk about emotional rollercoaster! Fate has a funny way of working at times. An accidental meeting when they were 11 and 16, Rose and Spider had an instant connection which they couldn't explain. Fast forward 6 years and another chance encounter on a plane sees that connection rekindled. What they didn't realise is that they're now step-siblings. Spider is also on a path of self destruction - drugs, alcohol and women are his vices. Rose is still innocent and naive, and after a long discussion with his Father, he realises he needs to push Rose away and not drag her down with him. But fate isn't done! Several years later they cross paths again, Spider is now clean but will Rose be able to look past the hurt and heartbreak he caused her all those years ago? The characters are so well written, I couldn't help but be drawn in. Rose grew from that naive high-school girl into a strong and independent woman, which was great to see. Loved the epilogue as well. Highly recommend this book.
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TinTenHertzReviewed in Germany on November 15, 2017
4.0 out of 5 stars Keins von den "ganz Großen", aber gut...
Format: KindleVerified PurchaseSchon in "Filthy English" machte Spider als Nebenfigur Lust auf mehr - und hier kommt sie nun, seine Geschichte! Seine Entwicklung in diesem Buch ist bemerkenswert ohne "flach" zu sein + er beeindruckt mit seiner Güte und Selbstlosigkeit, auch wenn es erstmal gar nicht danach aussieht...
Tiefe Gefühle, eine besondere Verbindung, die weit in die Vergangenheit zurückgeht - die Lovestory von Spider und Rose ist wirklich wunderschön und hochemotional. Ein kleiner Stern Abzug, weil die Storyline um Trenton für mich nicht wirklich befriedigend gelöst wurde + eigentlich nicht wirklich zu Rose passt...