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Awakening To Me: One Woman's Journey To Self Love Kindle Edition

4.8 out of 5 stars 12 ratings

Awakening To Me is the Category Winner in 2014 The Indie Spiritual Book Awards, and 2015 Pinnacle Book Achievement Awards. It is a story of personal metamorphosis, written over the course of several years in real time as life unfolded and lessons were learned. It is a work of naked truth about Kerri Hummingbird's struggles with borderline personality disorder, recovering from divorce after a 20 year marriage, and seeking love from outside herself. The story documents how alternative healing methods (shamanic energy medicine and reiki) and mindfulness practices (Yoga and Toltec wisdom) led to an amazing transformation that arguably negates the former psychological diagnosis. Kerri shares her story so that others may witness that with dedication, faith, and a willingness to shine a light into the shadows, challenges can be overcome and lasting inner peace and self-love can be cultivated. Let Kerri's story and her heartfelt recommendations for self-help inspire you to begin your own journey of healing.

"Kerri's raw courage and vulnerable transparency blaze a trail for any woman on a healing journey. Awakening to Me is a magnificent book that takes us behind the scenes of transformation, and shows how even the most difficult situations can be the fodder for finding oneself. Let Kerri's book guide you to find your independence and self-love."
— HeatherAsh Amara, author of The Toltec Path of Transformation and Warrior Goddess Training

"In Awakening To Me, Kerri shares her intimate and difficult personal and spiritual journey to identify and express her authentic being into the world. Her story is engaging, sometimes disturbing, yet with a clear underlying thread of compassion for herself and others also engaged in their own struggle with borderline personality disorder. In her words, she seeks to give voice to those who have no voice. Her life voyage takes her through light and darkness, to amazing heights and agonizing lows. In her world travels she meets with some of the teachers who have helped shape the views of spiritual development for a generation. Each has something to share with her that may shed light upon your own path, as well.
It has been my pleasure and honor to walk with Kerri through some of her journey. I heartily recommend this book to you as a tool for your own amazing self-exploration. Among these pages you will find a courageous and dedicated explorer of life and spirit."
— Gerry Starnes, M.Ed, author of Spirit Paths: The Quest for Authenticity

“This powerful book intensely and beautifully expresses the internal world of someone with Borderline Personality Disorder. The author takes us on a tour of her internal emotional world: the depths of despair, the emptiness, and frantic efforts to find love. Ms. Hummingbird takes us with her on the journey toward internal independence and core stability – what works and what doesn’t.

From her personal work she provides suggestions, exercises and quotes. This book will be of profound use to anyone with this diagnosis, their family members, therapists and allies. In fact, I’d also recommend it for those diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or who have symptoms of Bipolar Disorder.

But, in truth, we can all benefit from reading this book. Awakening to Me is an invitation to self-honesty, persistence in seeking meaningful help, and the long work of sustained effort.

This book is well written and well organized but it is the author’s honesty and insight that makes it powerful. Her emotions and thoughts, the related beliefs are clearly described. These are in turn related to events in Ms. Hummingbird's history, into present relationships and dynamics in a manner that doesn’t lose the reader in her internal world. Instead, we understand ourselves better, our friends and family members. We understand better what it means to be human.”
— Category Judge, Indie Spiritual Book Awards 2014

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Kerri Hummingbird is an award-winning author, soul guide, host of Soul Nectar Show, and intuitive subconscious explorer. Kerri has over 20 years of experience in leading by inspiration, and a special passion for empowering women to be the artists of their lives. She mentors women to rewrite the story of their lives through inner transformation, connection to essence, remembrance of purpose, and realignment to authenticity and truth. She is certified in energy medicine by the Four Winds Light Body school, certified as a spiritual coach by the Artist of the Spirit Coach Training Program and HeatherAsh Amara, certified in empowerment and firewalk training by Sundoor, and certified as a Warrior Goddess Facilitator. She is the current President of the Austin Chapter of the National Association of Professional Women (NAPW). Her award-winning memoir, Awakening To Me: One Woman's Journey To Self Love, tells her story of healing her mind from diagnoses of manic depressive, bipolar, and borderline personality using alternative and spiritual modalities. She has founded the Skills Not Pills Movement to invite people to dive into the spiritual journey of awakening. www.kerrihummingbird.com

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  • ASIN ‏ : ‎ B00KUZEIY4
  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Siwarkinte Publishing (June 7, 2014)
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ June 7, 2014
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • File size ‏ : ‎ 6.4 MB
  • Simultaneous device usage ‏ : ‎ Unlimited
  • Text-to-Speech ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Screen Reader ‏ : ‎ Supported
  • Enhanced typesetting ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • X-Ray ‏ : ‎ Not Enabled
  • Word Wise ‏ : ‎ Enabled
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 244 pages
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.8 out of 5 stars 12 ratings

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Kerri Hummingbird is a Soul Guide, #1 international bestselling award-winning author, and inspirational speaker. She channels wisdom from the ascended master of Awakening, White Eagle. She is the host of Soul Nectar Show (www.soulnectar.show) and the founder of the Skills Not Pills Movement (www.skillsnotpillsmovement.com).

Ms Hummingbird has served as a social activist, leader, and philanthropist for over three decades. She inspires people to lead their lives wide awake with an authenticity, passion and purpose that positively impacts others. She catalyzes mind-shifts that transform life challenges into gifts of wisdom with her Reinvent Yourself programs for individual and group mentoring. She is the author of the #1 International Bestseller "The Second Wave" Transcending the Human Drama" and the award-winning best-selling book "Awakening To Me: One Woman’s Journey To Self Love" which describes the early years of her spiritual awakening.

She is certified in energy medicine by the Four Winds Light Body school, certified as a spiritual coach by the Toltec Center of Creative Intent and HeatherAsh Amara, and certified in empowerment and firewalk training by Sundoor. Kerri mentors clients around the world, and her services are described at http://www.kerrihummingbird.com.

"The Second Wave" shares wisdom from White Eagle, ascended master, for those who feel a deep call to purpose and know the time is now.This #1 Int’l Bestseller answers questions like "who am I," "why don't I feel like I belong," and "why do I feel urgency with my purpose". With guidance from ascended master White Eagle, channeled by Kerri, this book has contributions from Gary Stuart, Lisa Barnett, and Jennifer Hough that illuminate questions about resolving past lives, healing ancestry, and emanating ascended light codes.

"Awakening To Me" tells the story of Kerri's transformation from the darkness at the end of her 20+ year relationship with her husband, to the moment she knew she finally loved herself completely. A book trailer is available here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QpGwfXMCkw&list=PL1_rbuI8kCYn38ceToaL_urzr6qROX7kF&index=1

"From We To Me: Emerging Self After Divorce" contains all of Kerri's wisdom for making the transition between codependent marriage and life as a single woman. A book trailer is available here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXzYSALyxsQ&index=2&list=PL1_rbuI8kCYn38ceToaL_urzr6qROX7kF

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  • Reviewed in the United States on October 21, 2015
    Kerri wrote a wonderful book describing her transformation from co dependent relationships to liberating herself and discovering the truth of who she really is.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on July 25, 2016
    This book is truly inspirational. A very powerful story that will help anyone that's looking to find self love!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on October 23, 2014
    Awakening To Me: One Woman’s Journey To Self Love, is a true, honest sharing of the author’s downward spiral to rock bottom despair and her excruciating painful search for love. A powerfully well written memoir of a young woman diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, gives the reader a profound experience inside her mind. Kerri shares with us the healing modalities such as fire walking, energy medicine, acupuncture, shamanic meditations, recapitulation and more, that proved to her benefit and triumph over her struggles and self-defeating perceptions. This raw and uncensored account of her transformation is pure inspiration at its finest. I found myself cheering this spiritual warrior woman on, as she made breakthrough after breakthrough, facing her demons.

    The author’s personal artwork gives the reader a visual image of the dance of the light and darkness in her life. In her unique style, the author shares quotes of inspiration from herself, her mentors and spiritual authors, at strategic places in her story. Exercises and suggestions are included to help the reader in their own healing. The author gives us her raw, uncensored, authentic self, to help us understand her experiences and the wisdom she gained. Would you want anything less? Bravo Kerri, bravo!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on August 23, 2014
    Awakening to Me is a truly inspirational book, showing that the diagnosis of borderline personality disorder is not necessarily a life sentence. With courage, perseverance and the proper tools, Kerri was able to build a core sense of self that had been missing due to early abuse. I highly recommend this book and the Toltec/shamanistic practices described within. A loving community is also a crucial part of recovery. Well done, Kerri!

    Devon Rubin, M.S.W., L.C.S.W.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on July 22, 2014
    This book is the brave and honest report of the journey to self. She deals with the difficult issues of deep emotional pain, shame and self-doubt. For those who suffer this world of an unstable sense of self, for those with PTSD symptoms, this is your book, your companion and guide to profound, deep change, to coming home to self.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on June 22, 2018
    It's a pretty good read, but it's more of a memoir than say a book that really gives you tools to use. Lots of good quotes, but there are an overabundance of them. I was more interested in how she evolved and the tools and techniques rather than a storyline.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on July 22, 2014
    This is an amazingly brave book, and one that will help many, many people. It is one woman's tale of her own personal journey of healing using alternative methods when traditional ones failed her, as they do many of us. I highly recommend this award-winning book!!!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on September 23, 2014
    Bad things happen to good people...choosing to overcome the victim role is rarely an easy road...I trust many will be inspired by the healing quest. I know I am...thank you for sharing ...
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