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Fighting Absolution Kindle Edition
Until she does.
Bear is the boy behind the fence, the one who was there for her when no one else was.
Until he's not.
Left with nothing, Jamie joins the army hoping it will give her purpose. The last thing she expects is the best friend from her past to reappear in the dusty plains of a war-torn country. No longer the boy she once knew, Bear is now a man: big, bearded, and SAS—one of the army’s elite.
Soon Jamie finds herself not only fighting against her enemies, but her feelings for a man who left her once before. Can she risk losing him all over again?
Fighting Absolution is a 135k best friends to lovers romance. It is written as a standalone and you don't need to read Fighting Redemption in order to read this story.
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication dateSeptember 10, 2019
- File size2.5 MB
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- ASIN : B07V5XK9HH
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- Publication date : September 10, 2019
- Language : English
- File size : 2.5 MB
- Simultaneous device usage : Unlimited
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 405 pages
- ISBN-10 : 9780648123644
- ISBN-13 : 978-0648123644
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Best Sellers Rank: #281,653 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #6,008 in Military Romance (Kindle Store)
- #6,613 in Military Romance (Books)
- #12,973 in Romantic Suspense (Books)
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Kate is the USA Today Bestselling Author of The End Game and Goodreads Nominee for Best Contemporary Romance Fighting Redemption, and the Give Me series.
When she's not plotting or writing, she works as a financial officer.
Kate has two mini me's (both bookworms to her delight), three dachshunds named Petie, Maximus and Thor, and a fish named Cash (who unfortunately suffers resting bitch face). She lives in Brisbane, Australia and decided to miraculously stop ageing at 30.
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Customers find this book emotionally powerful, with one review noting how it grabs readers in the first chapter. The story is well-written with a dramatic yet balanced storyline, and customers appreciate the richly developed characters, with one highlighting the chemistry between the protagonists. Customers describe it as a true romance that makes them laugh, and one review specifically mentions it as a must-read for Australian military romance fans.
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Customers find the book highly readable, describing it as amazing and devastatingly good, with one customer noting it will captivate you.
"...What I can say is this book will captivate you and be warned, having a man-sized hanky at hand is a must. “..." Read more
"...They will always be with me. That is how powerful this book is...." Read more
"...They feel like real people. A good read! Glad I found it on Reddit." Read more
"...It's a small detracter. This is a great book still rating 5 stars. I just felt it could have avoided...." Read more
Customers find the book emotionally powerful, describing it as an emotional wallop that makes them cry and touches their hearts in all the best ways, though it is sad at times.
"...But there are happy times which melted my heart. Their leg-pulling and comebacks; a welcome reprieve, had me grinning from ear to ear...." Read more
"...It is a breathtaking story about emotional brokenness, about the masks people wear to hide the pain deep within, the lies we tell ourselves to run..." Read more
"This story had me all over the place. I smiled, I laughed, I laughed harder. I was sad, I cried and I grieved as if this were a true story...." Read more
"...Jake. You will adore him, because he is perfectly lovable and he will make you giggle...." Read more
Customers find the book's story engaging and well-written, with a dramatic yet balanced plot that keeps readers hooked.
"...The storyline is dramatic without being overdone, the pace is fast, keeping me on the edge from the beginning to the end. It’s a real-life warzone...." Read more
"Since the beginning I knew it was going to be an epic story, for starters I’m a sucker for military romance…duh...." Read more
"...a few points kind of laughable, but the rest of the story was good enough to keep me hooked." Read more
"...It’s satisfying to see all their struggles Kyle and Jamie triumphs over life’s adversities. Do yourself a favor, and read this book!" Read more
Customers appreciate the character development in the book, noting that the characters are richly developed and their emotions are felt throughout the story. One customer particularly enjoyed the chemistry between the protagonists.
"...The character development is nothing less than spectacular. In their own way, they all have imperfections, making them so much more relatable...." Read more
"...Jamie and Kyle, characters of enormous depth, experiencing senses of emotional brokenness so familiar in pain to my own it gave me chills...." Read more
"...his innate good nature, his easy going personality and how well Jake and Jamie got along. Jake was Jaime's 1st kiss, her 1st sexual relation...." Read more
"...Every character here is fully fleshed out and the character development is impeccable...." Read more
Customers enjoy the book's humor and find it well written, with one customer particularly appreciating its dual point of view structure.
"...When she’s on form, you’ll love her dry wit and through it all, she still managed to make me smile. ‘Careful. You cracked a joke...." Read more
"Writing was so captivating. I had a hard time putting it down. It deals with heavy stuff and does it really authentically...." Read more
"This story had me all over the place. I smiled, I laughed, I laughed harder. I was sad, I cried and I grieved as if this were a true story...." Read more
"...Jake. You will adore him, because he is perfectly lovable and he will make you giggle...." Read more
Customers enjoy the romance in the book, describing it as a powerful love story and friendship narrative, with one customer noting that the love elements are carefully thought-out.
"...shared hardships to heartfelt friendship, trust and love are carefully thought-out. Nothing is left out, nothing is exaggerated. “..." Read more
"...It is also a story about hope, redemption, of pure love, unadulterated loyalty, and a lesson in true family...." Read more
"...You find that theme throughout this book. It's a story of love and loss, heartbreak and tragedy, but most of all it's a story of friendship...." Read more
"...The love and friendship between everyone is so precious. The romance in it is spectacular" Read more
Customers praise the writing quality of the book, describing it as expertly crafted with powerful prose, and one customer specifically mentions being mesmerized by the author's words.
"...McCarthy’s expertly written prose so powerful, it planted within me a seed of loss so strong it ripped open something inside of me long forgotten,..." Read more
"...This is an imaginative writer with a wealth of writing talent. It's a small detracter. This is a great book still rating 5 stars...." Read more
"...And then he's gone, with just a note. Enter one of the best written, wittiest characters I have ever read. Jake...." Read more
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Customers enjoy the emotional content of the book, describing it as having all the feels ever, with one customer noting its steamy true love and another mentioning its warm and fuzzy feelings.
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- Reviewed in the United States on September 12, 2019Reviewed by Sharon Thérèse at KFF
I don’t know if this has ever happened to you after reading an epic love story, but it was a first for me. When I turned the last page of Fighting Absolution, I rushed to my PC, opened a doc and then stared at the screen gormessly. No words came, just tears. I needed to collect my thoughts before even attempting to put pen to paper, but I simply couldn’t. It took me exactly a day to read but ages to write this review. Now, this isn’t normal, Fighting Absolution isn’t your normal military romance, either. McCarthy took me on a roller-coaster ride which squeezed my heart, touched my soul and gave me a profound feeling of hope.
The character development is nothing less than spectacular. In their own way, they all have imperfections, making them so much more relatable. The storyline is dramatic without being overdone, the pace is fast, keeping me on the edge from the beginning to the end. It’s a real-life warzone. It’s battling with emotions so deep, those affected can’t see what’s in front of their very own eyes. The details of the surroundings at home and away, the camaraderie shared hardships to heartfelt friendship, trust and love are carefully thought-out. Nothing is left out, nothing is exaggerated.
“Isn’t that why any of us join the damn army in the first place? We’re hoping it’s going to perform some kind of miracle and piece us back together.”
Young Jamie Murphy is in need of a friend and she finds one on the other side of a fence, but they never cross the panels. Not one to tell all, she gradually opens up to Bear. But who is he? Why does he hold back on her? You’ll see although one thing’s for sure, she’s his Little Warrior.
“There’s the little warrior I know. I would laugh if we both weren’t hurting so much.”
What he sees in her is strength; a strength he encourages and oh boy, she’s going to need every ounce of it. I really and truly liked Jamie. So unpretentious, her beauty doesn’t even register with her. When she’s on form, you’ll love her dry wit and through it all, she still managed to make me smile.
‘Careful. You cracked a joke. Isn’t that your quota for the year?’
The worse happens, he’s gone, she can’t find him. Wow, to say she was peeved would be putting it mildly. Hmm…so it’s his bad luck, life goes on and she has a plan. A plan which not only turns out better than she could ever have imagined, but in its way, also reflects on future happenings which for this reader, caused utter despair.
‘Maybe that’s what life is all about. Snatching moments like this. Ones that get you through when you have nothing else.’
As fate would have it, the same war-torn road they’d chosen to go down brings Bear and Jamie together. Their friendship rekindles, he becomes her rock and to be perfectly honest, I still don’t know if I cried more for him or Jamie whilst learning how they coped with loss. But there are happy times which melted my heart. Their leg-pulling and comebacks; a welcome reprieve, had me grinning from ear to ear. How Jamie and Bear’s story evolves brought out more crushing feels if that were ever possible. And in all fairness and as much as I would like to tell you the outcome of their journey, I can’t. What I can say is this book will captivate you and be warned, having a man-sized hanky at hand is a must.
“There’s no such thing as stupid when it comes to grief. We all deal with it in our own way.”
I would love to have two besties with such wisdom in my life as does Jamie. Wood with his clumsiness, affection and encouragement. Erin who with no holds barred, makes her stubborn friend see things for what they are. And Bear’s mate Ryan, still hurting inside, is there when most needed. Meeting Fin through Jamie’s eyes left a lump in my throat but hey, this tight-knit group became my people.
“You can’t lose the memories inside your heart.”
The dual narrative written in the present is particularly important as it gave me the two sides to the story and although the protagonists’ inner thoughts were at times contrasting, both of them express how they feel perfectly. Fighting Absolution is without a doubt, one of the best love stories I have read this year. Bravo, McCarthy!
- Reviewed in the United States on September 27, 2019I am a voracious reader; I normally plow through books at a breakneck speed of one every other day. But this one, this one has stopped me cold, making me need time to think and recover from the overwhelming journey contained within it. “Fighting Absolution” by Kate McCarthy has captured my very soul and broken me open. It has absolutely wrecked me and it will wreck you too.
The story of Jamie and Kyle, “Little Warrior” and “Bear”, childhood friends unknowingly bonded in the pain and grief of loss. Both running from emotional ghosts, and the shared trauma of their initial parting as kids. They separately join the Australian Army in hopes of escaping their pasts and finding their individual places in the world. Their story is one of unspeakable pain, guilt, self-loathing, the true horrors of dealing with day-to-day living as soldiers thrust into war, and the loneliness and longing that comes with closing yourself off to the world in order to cope. It is also the story of all those who surround them, the “chosen family” who love them fiercely, and endure the equal pain of watching them both struggle, all the while, knowing they are helpless to break the emotional armor they've both built.
It is a breathtaking story about emotional brokenness, about the masks people wear to hide the pain deep within, the lies we tell ourselves to run from our own truths, and the struggle to put yourself back together even when all of your instincts scream at you to retreat behind the mask and remain deep inside the safety of the darkness. It is also a story about hope, redemption, of pure love, unadulterated loyalty, and a lesson in true family.
It is without a doubt, one of the most commanding books I've read this year. McCarthy’s expertly written prose so powerful, it planted within me a seed of loss so strong it ripped open something inside of me long forgotten, and turned me into a sniveling mess. Like the flesh of a walnut plucked from its shell, this book plunged itself deep into my chest, cracked beyond meticulously placed walls, and ripped the remains of long dormant traumas from my body. Not for many years have I felt such grief, such pure, unadulterated emotional pain.
Jamie and Kyle, characters of enormous depth, experiencing senses of emotional brokenness so familiar in pain to my own it gave me chills. Rarely have I felt so connected to a literary character. From within the pages of this soul tearing book I see myself staring back, lost, hurting, broken, using humor and steely arrogance to keep myself at arm’s length from all around me. I relate to Jamie’s learned trait of swallowing pain, bottling it up so deep inside the well of her soul, stealing her spine to the outside world, that she almost doesn’t recognize herself in the mirror. I too learned to keep the world at bay so my emotional armor never cracked, working, and working, and working, always alone, trying to absolve myself of things that were never really my doing to begin with. And I relate to Kyle and Jamie’s need to flee, always moving forward, and trying to escape or find answers to the pain in places they don't exist.
As a result, both during and since reading this book, I see Little Warrior and Bear in my head. I feel them both in my heart, and in my soul. And I can say without a shadow of a doubt, I always will. They will always be with me. That is how powerful this book is. And there are simply not enough stars in the literary world to do this book justice because it deserves them all.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 15, 2025Writing was so captivating. I had a hard time putting it down. It deals with heavy stuff and does it really authentically. They feel like real people. A good read! Glad I found it on Reddit.
Top reviews from other countries
- Leyendo ForeverReviewed in Mexico on May 20, 2022
4.0 out of 5 stars It would have been 5 if it was not so long!
4🍭🍭🍭🍭
Amazing story! Loved the Australian setting. Incredible characters. I eye rolled s couple of times towards Jamie’s attitude but overall, loved it.
The only flaw for me was the length. It became tedious making is sooo long. Some scenes were repetitive and there was no de de in delaying their romance.
But I enjoyed it and definitely will read more from the author 💜
- Kindle-KundeReviewed in Germany on March 6, 2025
5.0 out of 5 stars I have no words
This was. Wow I really dont know how to put into words what an incredible read this was. Heartwarming, heartbreaking and all that's in between. Was this book really just about 400 pages? I feel like I just lived a lifetime with these characters. Like I probably read a trilogy or something? And that is my favorite kind of read. Kate McCarthy did a phenomenal job with this work. I feel sad that it's over but so happy I lived this and so satisfied with how it all turned out. I want more like this ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
- Kindle Customer lou_lou17Reviewed in the United Kingdom on October 2, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars Well...
I cannot rave enough about this book. And i dont 'rave' about anything. I've been putting off reading it for 2 weeks because I had a feeling it was going to consume me and i needed to be in the right mood. Well I've had all say to do nothing but nurse a cold so I got stuck in. I dont even know where to start but I lived all the elements. I think I'm guna shy with army focused books bevause they tend to be cliche and that was part of my hesitancy but it pleasantly surprised me and i found myself thinking a little of our girl the series. It gave just enough that it was interesting and we got an idea of it, but not too much we get bored or lost by the technicalities of the army. JAKE though. Ugh we usually know with a story like this, how and where we want it to go in terms of love interests, but honestly? I was rooting for them and i loved their relationship for what it was. But at the same time, it came to an end in an acceptable way, no matter how sad. I'm glad they had what they had separately before we got to Kyle. I loved the banter and comedic moments. My feelings were there every step of the way and i loved the journey.
- Corinne TraplinReviewed in Canada on September 13, 2019
5.0 out of 5 stars Emotionally Stunning!!
Is it possible to give a book 10 star?
This book is all encompassing. It takes you on a journey spanning 20 years. Through death, through war, heart ache, survival, guilt, laughter, friendship and an undying love.
One of the most powerfully beautiful and emotionally charged stories I have read in a long time.
Her words are written so beautifully, you can easily become absorbed in the story and picture yourself watching from above.
Her characters are strong, emotional, and evolving.
It’s a powerful journey of love, forgiveness and deserving of happiness.
- hibbertiaReviewed in Australia on April 29, 2020
5.0 out of 5 stars This is a stunningly beautiful book
I've now read this book twice and it was every bit as good, if not better the second time around. While there are sparks between the main characters right from the start, it's definitely a slow burn, so be prepared to buckle in and enjoy the ride. The journey is long, convoluted and at times heartbreaking, but never boring. As well as having a great plot there are a few other things worth highlighting. The book is written in dual POV and the author skillfully swaps between the two main characters, sometimes right in the middle of a scene. In a less skilled authors' hands, this could have been clunky. Here it works wonderfully well. While the timeline is largely linear, there are considerable sections, again often right in the middle of a scene, that are told in flashback. Again, this is beautifully handled. I've seen this used in other books and it can be awkward and off putting, but that's definitely not the case here. The author is Australian and she paints the Australian landscapes beautifully, many of the places described I have been to and they are very much as they are written. But she paints with a deft touch, she doesn't labour over long drawn out descriptions of the sky, the trees, the buildings, the animals. She sketches in words, and it's perfectly done. The Australian vernacular and attitude is captured too, complete with colourful slang and evocative swear words. The dialogue is incredibly naturalistic, its never clunky or stilted. And finally, the book just has that "it" factor. That thing that you can't quite put your finger on, the thing that elevates it from a good read, beyond a great read to an amazing read. Her prose is almost poetic and just thinking about it gives me goosebumps. I absolutely recommend reading this book, especially if you love military romance and Australian books.