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Forever Ago: A Dark College Romance Kindle Edition
HALLIE
I’m alone in the sea of my grief until I meet Zeke, a tornado of complications who leaves destruction in his wake. I fall hard and fast, despite all the warning signs.
Our love story is far from a fairy-tale. But if it hurts, then it’s real.
There’s a monster hiding beneath his tattooed skin, an addiction that will tear us apart. I can’t lose him, but I’m powerless to fix wounds that simply run too deep.
How do you save someone who doesn’t want to be saved?
ZEKE
I’ve been a shadow of my former self ever since the crash, consumed by guilt. A chance encounter in bereavement therapy changes everything.
Hallie invades my life with her soft smiles and fiery passion. She becomes my whole world and for the first time in so long, I have a reason to live.
My demons aren’t so easily beaten. I should walk away, yet I can’t bring myself to leave the woman who took my broken pieces and brought me back to life, one kiss at a time.
I’ll fight this addiction to my very last breath for her, but the road to recovery is never simple. If I’m not careful, I might just drag her to hell with me.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Forever Ago is a dark, standalone college M/F romance. Full trigger warning is available inside the book.
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Product details
- ASIN : B091NSQ2Y5
- Publisher : Wilted Rose Publishing
- Publication date : May 26, 2021
- Language : English
- File size : 2.7 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 336 pages
- ISBN-13 : 978-1739234386
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Best Sellers Rank: #85,883 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #192 in Psychological Literary Fiction
- #1,062 in Psychological Fiction (Kindle Store)
- #1,167 in Psychological Fiction (Books)
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About the author

J Rose is an independent dark romance author from the United Kingdom. She writes challenging, plot-driven stories packed full of angst, heartbreak and broken characters fighting for their happily ever afters.
She’s an introverted bookworm at heart with a caffeine addiction, penchant for cursing and an unhealthy attachment to fictional characters.
Feel free to reach out on social media, J Rose loves talking to her readers!
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Customers find the book beautifully written and appreciate its authentic, raw storytelling. The pacing receives positive feedback, with one customer highlighting the strong characters. However, the emotional content is mixed, with some customers finding it heart-wrenching while others consider it not for the faint of heart. Moreover, the story quality receives negative feedback, with one customer noting it doesn't have a happy ending.
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Customers praise the writing quality of the book.
"...Truly greatly written and I look forward to ready more of this authors works." Read more
"...I read this book in one sitting. This is such a beautifully written, tragic love story...." Read more
"...It was the first book I read of J rose and omg ! It’s so well written I was captivated and sucked in from the beginning...." Read more
"...It's a tough read. But if you are up for it I HIGHLY recommend you checking this one out. It touched my heart forever these two! ❤❤..." Read more
Customers appreciate the authenticity of the book, describing it as raw and real.
"...words on how I even review this book, because let's face it this book is so raw and will leave an impression on you that will probably never go away...." Read more
"...This— this book was beyond real and though my heart is lodged so hard in my throat right now I’m grateful to have finally read this." Read more
"...I adored these characters and how real and raw they both were. It depicted love through loss and addiction, perfectly...." Read more
"...It was so real and hit so close to home for me!!!! I have struggled my entire life and reading this was so close to how it could've been for me...." Read more
Customers appreciate the pacing of the book, with one review highlighting the well-developed characters, including a great man with terrible demons.
"...Zeke was a great man with terrible demons, he deserved to see himself so much better because he was definitely loved...." Read more
"...Hallie is probably one of the most loving and strongest characters I've read and the way she loved Zeke and kept fighting for him NO MATTER what is..." Read more
"...I adored these characters and how real and raw they both were. It depicted love through loss and addiction, perfectly...." Read more
Customers have mixed reactions to the emotional content of the book, with some finding it heart-wrenching and emotional, while others describe it as completely destroying their heart and soul.
"...life is ephemeral and precious and hideous and beautiful and sad and happy. And I think that’s such a great reading experience...." Read more
"...if you’re on a path to healing then this book is for you because grief is messy, hard and above all means you experienced Love...." Read more
"This book destroyed me, made me swoon, then destroyed me all over again, time and time again...." Read more
"...Hallie is probably one of the most loving and strongest characters I've read and the way she loved Zeke and kept fighting for him NO MATTER what is..." Read more
Customers have mixed opinions about the story quality of the book, with some finding it predictable and lacking a happy ending.
"...J Rose warns at the beginning this story does not have a HEA and to be honest I didn’t think anything of it. Do not make that mistake!..." Read more
"...In the real world, not all endings are happy. But it isn't the destination that matters- it's the journey.'..." Read more
"...It is NOT a happily ever after so be sure you know that! && it deals with addiction if that is hard for you then don’t read it!..." Read more
"All the smoking was so gross. Predictable story. Didn’t care for any of the characters. Not recommend. Want to be done with this review." Read more
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An actual masterpiece. Just… very special!!
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- Reviewed in the United States on April 17, 2025This book was a beautiful and heart-wrenching 5 stars. 10 out of 10 experience! Even with a good long cry!
It has taken me a long long while to write a review for this book. I needed to take the time to ruminate on all the thoughts and feelings this book has imprinted on me.
J. Rose writes with such an intimacy when she’s giving you the perspectives of her main characters. It’s as if every chapter is a love letter to all those struggling with mental health. And I so very much appreciate it.
There were times when Hallie’s grief felt like my own. That Zeke’s dark thoughts feeding his addictions felt like my own. And also that their love, as mercurial and deep as any love can be, was like my own. As an FMC, I enjoyed Hallie’s perspective and the way her sensitive and stubborn nature allowed for a lot of growth. I think what I did not expect was to enjoy Zeke’s POV, just as much. Because he really showcased the stark differences between him and Hallie. That also there were times where his mind was beyond even his control.
There were so many things I learned from this short and lovely story. As someone who doesn’t have severe anxiety or addictions, I feel that I have just been given the gift of insight to further aid in my quest to have empathy for all those in this life journey. Here we see that life is ephemeral and precious and hideous and beautiful and sad and happy. And I think that’s such a great reading experience.
🌶️🌶️.5 for spice level, for those looking for it.
Please check your trigger warnings!
- Reviewed in the United States on August 22, 2023I highly advise having Kleenex ready and some Earl Grey Tea to help with the influx of emotions that literally take you on a roller coaster.
Highs and extremely Lows, the life of an addict who struggles to stay sober. Zeke was a great man with terrible demons, he deserved to see himself so much better because he was definitely loved.
This book was brutally honest in the sense of grief and living with it. If you’re not ready to contemplate your own feelings on grief then I don’t suggest this book; However, if you’re on a path to healing then this book is for you because grief is messy, hard and above all means you experienced Love.
My favorite quote from the book:
“If it hurts than it means it was real.”
That hit me in the feels, I wasn’t ready for this book, let alone that plot twist of an ending. Truly greatly written and I look forward to ready more of this authors works.
- Reviewed in the United States on March 6, 2023"If it hurts then its real."
I went into this book blind, and that was a blessing and a curse. This is one of those books that will stay with me for a very long time. If you are looking for happy and smiles, this isn't the book. Please take the triggers in the beginning of the book serious because this book is very heavy.
I'm at a loss of words on how I even review this book, because let's face it this book is so raw and will leave an impression on you that will probably never go away. J Rose never fails to amaze me with her writing, and I can say that this book was done in such a relatable way that I FELT every ounce of emotion in the pages.
Hallie meets Zeke in a therapy group for loss. She immediately can't stand him, but he grows on her. Zeke just wants to know more about her.
Hallie is probably one of the most loving and strongest characters I've read and the way she loved Zeke and kept fighting for him NO MATTER what is inspiring in so many ways. She was the rock that Zeke needed.
Zeke, oh my heart. So broken, the depression and guilt that he was consumed with daily killed me. He loved Hallie though and wanted to change and be better for her.
"My North Star"
Zeke and Hallie had an all-consuming love that was complicated and messy. Thir relationship was an emotional rollercoaster that brough tears to my eyes. It is the epitome of unconditional love and support.
"Keep the light on for me."
The Dual POV in this book is amazingly well done and getting to see both the characters react to the same scenes but from A diff POV was fantastic.
This book is real and raw and if you are looking for a HEA then this isn't it.
J rose please NEVER stop writing! This book resonates with me because it is something my family has suffered with, and I thank you for not making it all sunshine and roses, because in real life it isn't that way.
As always, I aim to keep my reviews as spoiler free as possible. I've said it before, and I'll say it again PLEASE CHECK THE TRIGGERS!
- Reviewed in the United States on April 14, 2025This book destroyed me, made me swoon, then destroyed me all over again, time and time again. It is a true representation of the cycles of grief and addiction. It's such a good book but will absolutely destroy you.
Top reviews from other countries
- BooktravertReviewed in Canada on May 26, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Tragically beautiful
If you want a tragically beautiful, heartbreaking love story, this is it. Addiction is a difficult topic but this was done so well. Be prepared to break out the tissues.
- KerryanneReviewed in Australia on October 9, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Must read
I absolutely loved this book devoured it in a few hours in between work. I loved the writing and the character and world building as someone who battles grief daily this book resonated deeply within.
Id recommend anyone who loves a dark romance but also needs a good cry session.
I gave this book 5 stars because it was absolutely phenomenal. Also 3 chilli spices
- sadies_bookstackReviewed in the United Kingdom on March 23, 2024
5.0 out of 5 stars Most emotional read ever!
This has got to be one of the most emotional books I’ve ever read, it was raw, gritty, absolutely full of angst and grief. It poured off the pages splintering my heart with each word. I felt it all, I’ve never cried so much reading a book, it was heartbreaking but so good.
Zeke and Hallie meet at a bereavement counselling group. Hallie has lost both her parents (10 years apart), has one friend Robin (such a great side character) and feels completely alone, suffocating under the weight of her grief.
Zeke is consumed with guilt over the death of his brother and struggles with substance abuse on the daily. He is instantly attracted to Hallie especially when she tells him to shut up in group and the next time they meet she punches him for talking trash about said group.
Zeke soon wins Hallie round with his bad boy persona, mixed with his softer side that is just for her. Their love isn’t all sunshine and rainbows but it’s real and messy and intense. Zeke struggles with addiction trying to keep his demons away but they’re always there chomping at his heels.
Hallie is such a brilliant FMC is she literally the definition of strength, some of which I believe comes from having Zeke in her life. This story doesn’t have your conventional HEA but I did shed a few happy tears.
J Rose has written something that deals with grief in such an honest and deeply moving way. A powerful message that it’s ok that it hurts because it means it was real, the love you had was real.
I cannot express the full extent of emotions I went through with this book but I will say highly I recommend it.
- SharonReviewed in the Netherlands on February 25, 2025
5.0 out of 5 stars Tragically beautiful.
5 stars
BUT
This ain't romance and this isn't an "unconventional" HEA. 🤷🏻♀️
It was really freaking good though. Not my normal kind of read, but this author could make me read anything apparently.
- ZoeReviewed in the United Kingdom on May 25, 2021
5.0 out of 5 stars Tissues at the ready!
You know when people say there's a book that has stayed with them forever after reading it?
𝗧𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘆 𝗼𝗻𝗲.
I don't even know where to begin for a review of this book, because how do you review something that's just so emotionally raw, heartbreaking and has left an everlasting impression on you?
'𝐾𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦.'
I don't want to give too much of this story away because so much happens. I will say this book perfectly shows different stages of grief throughout, how all consuming addiction can be and different struggles with mental health issues. Which is what makes this book so real, you're frustrated/happy/sad for Hallie and Zeke because they seem so real with their real problems and issues.
'𝑃𝑎𝑙𝑚 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑑, 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑒.'
I know this book will be on my mind for a while, and like I said at the start of my review - this will stay with me forever. I honestly can't fault it in anyway. J Rose had completely out done herself with this book. I will recommend this to everyone - and yes, I ugly cried while reading this.
'𝐼𝑓 𝑖𝑡 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙.'