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Leavings: Memoir of a 1920s Hollywood Love Child Kindle Edition
Leavings begins with Megan's birth in 1927. She is the love child of a Hollywood screenwriter and director, and a narcissistic married woman twenty-four years his senior. Abandoned in the hospital as a newborn and made a ward of the city of Los Angeles, twenty-one-month-old Megan lands in a stable home with strict Pentecostal foster parents who are dutiful in her care, but not loving.
As a young child Megan has a strong sense of not belonging-at home, at school, or even at church. She sleeps on a cot at the foot of her foster sister's bed. She is asked to leave first grade after crying for two weeks. She never gets saved at church. Even her name comes and goes, depending on under whose care she falls.
Hers is a life marked by continual searching, and repeated leavings-being left by others and being forced to leave. We follow this odd but lovable child, adolescent, and young adult through a solitary life of acute observation and search for identity, from finding her birth father to meeting her half siblings, an early marriage, children, meeting the woman who will be the love of her life and, finally, divorce and freedom.
Megan's extraordinary story transports us across many decades and to locations throughout the western United States. Through beautiful prose, she imparts astute commentary on political events with vivid descriptions of the social and moral views of the times. Each encounter shapes her experience of the world, as we witness her journey to a life of belonging and acceptance, a woman who in the end becomes closer to being the person she wants to be.
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I've long known how fortunate I was to have Megan McClard as a high school English teacher. She inspired, challenged, and enlightened me in ways that I continue to appreciate four decades later. What I didn't know until I read her autobiography is just how courageous and indomitable her life has been. Leavings is the story of a true twentieth century social pioneer-and in this troubled era, a must-read for anyone who values the equality of women under the law.
- Troy Denning
New York Times bestselling author of 40 novels of science fiction and fantasy,
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- ASIN : B0B7QR1FKK
- Publisher : Aristata Press
- Publication date : October 31, 2022
- Edition : 1st
- Language : English
- File size : 6.8 MB
- Screen Reader : Supported
- Enhanced typesetting : Enabled
- X-Ray : Not Enabled
- Word Wise : Enabled
- Print length : 265 pages
- ISBN-13 : 978-1736231616
- Page Flip : Enabled
- Best Sellers Rank: #1,719,718 in Kindle Store (See Top 100 in Kindle Store)
- #1,230 in Survival Biographies
- #1,519 in Survival Biographies & Memoirs
- #8,465 in Biographies & Memoirs of Women
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Megan Brown McClard was born in 1927 in Hollywood, and attended schools in California, Montana, and Colorado. She began college at age thirty-five, a single mother of five children, and went on to earn a PhD in English at University of Denver, specializing in creative writing. She taught literature, writing, and women’s studies for many years at Metropolitan State University in Denver before retiring as a professor emeritus. She has published two books for young people, Hiawatha and the Iroquois League and Harriet Tubman: Slavery and the Underground Railroad. She lives in Portland, Oregon with two dogs and three people.
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Customers find the memoir compelling and fascinating, with one customer describing it as a delightful read about being human.
"...This a beautiful and powerful story of one woman’s lived experience of everyday life during a time of great change--mid-twentieth-century America...." Read more
"...of a good novel with fascinating complex characters, Hollywood intrigue and insights into 20th Century America while portraying a real-life, witty..." Read more
"I loved this compelling memoir from a woman who was orphaned as a baby, raised as a foster child in a conservative, religious family, and partly..." Read more
"...Such a fascinating life you led Megan. Thanks for sharing your world with us." Read more
Customers appreciate the writing style of the book, describing it as witty.
"...There is much tragedy and loss in her story, but also delightful wit and hope. At the end, in a poem, the author asks, “Are you laughing?”..." Read more
"...and insights into 20th Century America while portraying a real-life, witty and humble protagonist. Kudos, Megan McClard!" Read more
"I thoroughly enjoyed reading this wonderfully written memoir. Such a fascinating life you led Megan. Thanks for sharing your world with us." Read more
"Fascinating and poignant memoir, beautifully told." Read more
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- Reviewed in the United States on November 12, 2022I don’t usually think of memoirs as great literature; this book is an exception. This a beautiful and powerful story of one woman’s lived experience of everyday life during a time of great change--mid-twentieth-century America. Megan McClard takes us with her on her journey through the depression, WWII, the 50s, and the liberating 60s. She gives great insight into the invisible roles and lives women, the women who shaped her into the person she ultimately becomes. The story builds toward her discovery and acceptance of herself, as a woman who loves women, a lesbian, during a time when such an admission had grave consequences. I left the book with a love of the women who appeared in the book, and a fuller understanding of the life and times of mid-century America than I’ve ever gotten from history books, and a deeper understanding of what it means for us to be human. There is much tragedy and loss in her story, but also delightful wit and hope. At the end, in a poem, the author asks, “Are you laughing?” I can’t say that I was laughing when I finished the book, but felt informed, warm, and delighted. This is a memoir, but it is also a delightful read about being human.
I don’t usually think of memoirs as great literature; this book is an exception. This a beautiful and powerful story of one woman’s lived experience of everyday life during a time of great change--mid-twentieth-century America. Megan McClard takes us with her on her journey through the depression, WWII, the 50s, and the liberating 60s. She gives great insight into the invisible roles and lives women, the women who shaped her into the person she ultimately becomes. The story builds toward her discovery and acceptance of herself, as a woman who loves women, a lesbian, during a time when such an admission had grave consequences. I left the book with a love of the women who appeared in the book, and a fuller understanding of the life and times of mid-century America than I’ve ever gotten from history books, and a deeper understanding of what it means for us to be human. There is much tragedy and loss in her story, but also delightful wit and hope. At the end, in a poem, the author asks, “Are you laughing?” I can’t say that I was laughing when I finished the book, but felt informed, warm, and delighted. This is a memoir, but it is also a delightful read about being human.
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- Reviewed in the United States on November 27, 2022This book is so compelling. It's hard to put down and seemed to get to the end before I was ready for it to end. I very much enjoyed the photographic content that enhanced my appreciation for this extraordinary author. It's rare when a memoir takes on the characteristics of a good novel with fascinating complex characters, Hollywood intrigue and insights into 20th Century America while portraying a real-life, witty and humble protagonist. Kudos, Megan McClard!
- Reviewed in the United States on December 9, 2022I loved this compelling memoir from a woman who was orphaned as a baby, raised as a foster child in a conservative, religious family, and partly reunited with her birth family as a teen. Her life experiences spanning nine decades paint a unique picture that fits within a rapidly changing America. She describes struggling as a wife and mother in a post-World War II world where women who managed without men during the war were now expected to sacrifice their own goals for their husbands. My favorite parts were when she straightforwardly admits how little she understood about racism, war, and sex. In these aspects, she honestly reflects what most white Americans were naively brought up to believe, subtly inviting readers to face their own biases and forgive themselves along the way.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 12, 2022I thoroughly enjoyed reading this wonderfully written memoir. Such a fascinating life you led Megan. Thanks for sharing your world with us.
- Reviewed in the United States on June 7, 2023Perhaps unconventional as a memoir, being chronologically arranged, "Leavings" succeeds brilliantly in conveying the narrowly arching theme of how though born who we are, the version of that person we eventually become depends on the exact times and places we live, and on the people we meet along the way. Vivid characters (someone’s characterization of them as Dickensian seems apt) pressed the quirky child and young adult in this book with palpable effects, but so does history—the Depression, the War, the 60s--and the immediate environment she was put in, whether Hollywood, CA, Billings, MT, Farragut, ID, or Denver, CO. This book will force you to grow in understanding our plight as humans, in understanding your own parents and children, maybe even yourself, and leave you loving a little more, and that is more than anyone has the right to ask from a book.
- Reviewed in the United States on November 4, 2022Fascinating and poignant memoir, beautifully told.
- Reviewed in the United States on November 5, 2022While this is a slim volume, I am reading it very slowly. It’s not difficult to read, much in the spirit of beat works of the 1950s and 60s, but it it packs an emotional wallop. How the author is able to share her observations and contemporaneous feelings looking back but somehow putting us in the moment is perhaps it’s real genius. I don’t say this often, but I really love this book.
- Reviewed in the United States on December 19, 2023This book hits all the marks. Loved it.