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I sing to survive, and he’s never been with a man. When he looks at me, it’s everything.

Devin
I hadn’t planned on falling for anyone, especially him.
After escaping a suffocating Mormon past, I built a new life—working at a queer-owned bakery,
singing in a band, embracing skirts and eyeliner like armor.
Then Brandon walks into my world with his shy smiles and stammered compliments.
I can't look away.
He says he’s never been with a guy. But every time his eyes linger, every time our fingers brush, I wonder…is he just curious, or as lost as I am?
I want him. But I’m not sure where to start.
All I know is, my heart races when he’s around.

Brandon
I was just trying to get through college.
Keep my head down, finish my degree, and figure out the rest later.
Then Devin appears—in eyeliner and combat boots, belting out lyrics with a voice that cracks something open in me.
He takes my breath away.
I’ve never let myself act on an attraction to a man.
But Devin? He’s different. He makes me want to push past the doubt and fear.
And even though I’m fumbling through every new feeling, I can’t stay away.
I just hope I’m strong enough to be the man he deserves.

On a Different Mission is the first book in the Rock U series and a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series. It follows the growing popularity of a college rock band and showcases each band member’s quest to reach their HEA. This novel features gender and bisexual awakenings, hurt/comfort, and rockers with found family. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.

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I've always crushed on my brother's straight best friend. But when I start tutoring him, an undeniable spark ignites between us. Can I win his heart?

Axel Sandstrom

I’m the lead guitar player in a punk-pop band and I get hit on a lot. But I’ve got a big problem—a crush on my older brother’s best friend, Remy.
Of course, he’s straight.
So instead of having him, I’ve become the king of hookups. I’m used to hiding my feelings behind teasing and innuendo. But that only drives him further away from me.
When Remy decides to go back to school, my brother asks me to tutor him. After spending time alone with him, it’s pretty obvious he’s not as straight as he says he is.

Remy Hall

Axel makes me feel things. Tingly things.
But he’s also obnoxious and my best friend’s younger brother.
I should stay away, except that I need him to tutor me. During our tutoring sessions it’s impossible for me to deny my attraction to him.
But the bigger issue, is my all-consuming fear of being close to people.
After the deaths of my younger brother and my dad, I don't want to get close to anyone. But Axel makes me want to try.
He might have the conviction to yank me back to him, kicking and screaming, as I’m about to fall off the edge.

Come Closer to Me is the second book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features bisexual awakening, hurt/comfort, and a rocker in love with his brother’s best friend. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a bad boy who goes after what he wants, and a man who’s hiding his attraction to men and shies away from love. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.

I met him on a beach, and he stole my heart. Then it turns out he's my professor. Will he choose his new career, or us?

Caleb Allen
I play bass guitar in an ever-popular pop-punk band. I wasn't looking for love, but it found me anyways.
I was healing from the trauma of gun violence by vacationing with my best friends and bandmates.
Then he blows into my life, turns it upside down and gives me the safety and love I need.
Problem is, he's about to be a professor in my college and relationships between students and faculty are prohibited. Are we really saying goodbye after everything we've shared?

Eric Moore
After years of hard work, I've finally become a professor.
To celebrate my success and reset my life, I'm spending a month with the calming surf.
Then he shows up in the house next door and burrows into my heart.
Can I really let him go at the end of his vacation?

When we both go home, a change in class schedules means Caleb is now one of my students.
It's important enough to tell him in person before classes start.
When I confront him, I can't say goodbye again and we start a secret relationship.
Can I keep the career of my dreams and hang on to the man I love?

Never Let It End is the third book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features an age gap, hurt/comfort, and a bad-boy rocker in love with his professor. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a level-headed student suffering from trauma, and a man who's trying to start a new life on the right path. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.

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Sparks fly when a cynical rocker recovering from trauma meets a vibrant, upbeat man. But will an ex who’s determined to exploit their past wounds rip them apart?

Silas Brown

I’m the rhythm guitar player in a pop-punk band and I’m tired of being called a hero.

I’m also done with crazy.

After taking down a mass shooter, I’m trying to survive and recover.

Then out of nowhere, this colorful dude pleas for help and what do I do? Save him. Of course, he’s really attractive and probably crazy. Now he’s found me at work, wants to meet for coffee and so much more.

Do I lower my defenses and let him in?

Cash Phillips

After a childhood of neglect and foster care, I’ve defeated my past and clawed my way to happiness.

Now I’m ready to meet Mr. Right and I know he’s out there.

He might even be Silas, the one who saved me from being robbed. He’s cranky and oh so adorable and I know he’s the yin to my yang.

How can I make him see I’m not the crazy man he thinks I am?

When Silas’ ex comes at us with her brand of emotional abuse, Silas tries to shield me. But when she’s the one needing help, will it tear us apart or bring us all together?

Light Me Up is the fourth book in the Rock U series and is part of the Mesa Boys universe. This novel features a grumpy man falling for another who’s all sunshine, hurt/comfort, and a bad-boy rocker recovering from past trauma and emotional abuse. It guarantees an HEA and has no cliffhangers. It features a cynical college student with a big heart, and a man who’s perpetually positive and knows what he wants. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.

For warnings, see the Look Inside.

When a nerdy drummer meets an attractive bodyguard, secrets threaten to unravel not only their families, but their futures.

A pop-punk keyboardist carries an unrequited love for his firefighting best friend. With a newfound self-discovery, will their friendship ignite into something more?