This series has quickly become an obsession for me. I live for Pam's dark and gritty words. Tommy's book has been a much anticipated one for me. Partly because it's an age gap with an older woman, and partly because I'm not THIS much closer to Cole's story. Interestingly enough, I found this book to be the least dark out of the entire series. And considering how dark the rest of this series is, don't think this one is sunshine and butterflies. It had just the right amount of intensity to it, but without the pit in the stomach feeling I normally get. Before Tommy was a ruthless vigilante, he was a 17 year old boy that lost his beloved girlfriend and broke in a way only a teenage boy could break. The only thing that kept him going through it all were the secret emails that he kept sending to his long dead girlfriend. The last thing he expected was for those emails to end up in the possession of another woman, but fate had other plans. Rylee was older and reeling on the betrayal of her husband. About to take her life, the email of a then 17 year old Tommy made her realize that maybe it's not all bad. Years later, those emails have kept her going but she's never been foolish enough to give her heart away again. She's ready to make contact, determined to help Tommy in his mission. And while she expects his anger and resistance, nothing could prepare her for his response. The one thing that I love about Pam's writing, is that all of her alpha males have this electric sort of intensity to them. They practically crackle on the pages and Tommy was no exception. This virile, handsome devil was a dangerous vigilante and killer. He was also a sexual deviant, a kinky freak with an insatiable appetite, who’d lured hundreds of unsuspecting women into his bed. Pam is also the queen of redeeming the irredeemable. And what Tommy does in this story could surely be just that. Completely irredeemable. He puts Rylee through hell in his search of answers. But through it all, there's a sexual tension that sizzles between them. And the fourteen year age gap just adds a little spice to the mix. Because while Tommy may be the younger man, he more than makes up for it in dominance and intensity. I struggled with my rating on this one in all honesty. Like all of Pam's books, this was a book I devoured in one sitting. It kept me turning the pages well into 3 am and I couldn't stop. The one quibble that I did have was the relationship development. It went from one extreme to the other in what seemed to be the blink of an eye. Truth be told, I struggled with this a bit. I couldn't fully buy Tommy's turnaround. He went from being her captor to being in love and there just didn't seem enough progression in between to land him there. Rylee also forgave him way too quick for everything that happened. But ultimately, even with my quibble, I could barely find enough in me to care. Because I was simply that invested in this story and all of the revelations that happened. There's so many secrets that get revealed, and if you're a die hard Cole fan like me, you'll be foaming at the mouth by the end. And the preview into his book? I. AM. DYING.