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My Lord (The Transcended) Paperback – May 14, 2023

4.6 out of 5 stars 24 ratings

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MY LORD is a queer, slow-burn erotic gothic horror novel about rediscovering yourself after trauma—with kinky, blood-drinking immortals and polyamory. It can be read as a standalone.

After losing hearth and home, Meya attempts to escape the traumatic memories by travelling east. In 13th century Tristanja, however, it’s not safe to be alone.

A local slave trader catches wind of the kinless woman and abducts her in the dead of night. Beaten and abused, the now meek Meya is sold to Lord Deminas. He's known to be cruel, yet becomes strangely protective of his new chambermaid, punishing anyone who dares hurt her. After cutting her to drink her blood, he even uses his own to heal her wounds.

Meya and her paramour wonder if Deminas' dark secret is why servants regularly vanish, including the lord's previous chambermaids. However, the two women quickly learn that Lord Deminas isn't the only danger lurking in the castle's shadows.

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"You give such perfect answers. Let's see if you're able to become my little pet."

"You do realise that if I wanted to kill you, I could do so with my bare hands."

"If you spend your life in fear, you'll never truly be living—just surviving."

"I may own your body, but it's your soul that I want."

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  • Publisher ‏ : ‎ Shimaira
  • Publication date ‏ : ‎ May 14, 2023
  • Language ‏ : ‎ English
  • Print length ‏ : ‎ 362 pages
  • ISBN-10 ‏ : ‎ 9083334600
  • ISBN-13 ‏ : ‎ 978-9083334608
  • Item Weight ‏ : ‎ 1.17 pounds
  • Dimensions ‏ : ‎ 6 x 0.91 x 9 inches
  • Book 1 of 1 ‏ : ‎ The Transcended
  • Customer Reviews:
    4.6 out of 5 stars 24 ratings

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L.B. Shimaira is from the Netherlands, born in 1989, married and a mother. She has a Bachelor of Applied Science degree and currently works as a research technician, where she helps develop vaccines.

She considers herself a horror addict, having been into the genre since she was a little kid. As she often finds horror too predictable, she enjoys trying to make her works full of surprises.

The majority of her works are inspired by her own dreams and nightmares, giving them a vivid sense of realism. She's autistic, struggled with depression as a teen, and received therapy for PTSD in 2019.

She is polyamorous and currently identifies as pan grey-asexual idemromantic. She uses both she/her and they/them pronouns. Thinking about her own gender too much can give her quite the headache—especially since feelings fluctuate—so the term quoigender fits her best, though she's fine calling herself female. As there are a lot of labels, it's often easier to simply say she's queer.

Polyamory tends to sneak into her works, even if just a notion, and LGBTQ+ characters are always present in her novels.

On Wattpad, she shares some of her work. The first part of her horror novel They call him Lucius was featured by Wattpad itself for 3 years (2014-2017), and a paranormal thriller she co-wrote with the user Godhand under the name G.S. Lucent was featured for Halloween of 2019. She has won several user-run awards on the platform.

In May 2020, she joined the Wattpad Stars and remained a star until it disbanded at the end of 2022. She continued her Wattpad journey as a Wattpad Creator.

Gurt Dog Press welcomed her as a proofreader at the start of 2021, and she helped them out until they closed at the end of January, 2023. She will also proofread for friends when spoons permit.

You can connect with her in various ways via https://Shimaira.com

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Customers appreciate the book's character development, with one noting how consent is maintained between the main characters. The pacing receives positive feedback, with one customer describing it as compulsively readable. Customers find the book wholesome, particularly enjoying the fun ending, though some find it sadistic.

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Customers appreciate the character development in the book, with one customer specifically noting how consent was maintained between the main characters.

"...I got a good sense of the characters, who they were, where they came from, and I fell in love with them...." Read more

"...character, is extremely likable and sympathetic, as are the secondary characters - particularly Nina...." Read more

"...The Lord himself was very enchanting and I just loved the personality overall of the characters and how dynamic they were...." Read more

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Customers find the pacing of the book compelling, with one describing it as well-written and another noting it's a compulsively readable story.

"...Shimaira is an amazing writer. ‘My Lord’ is full of dark and wonderful surprises that feel like little rewards after enduring the pain with Meya...." Read more

"...There are some Very Spicy Scenes that are well-written and emphasize consent. But this is definitely an adult book...." Read more

"...A definite overall amazing read!" Read more

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Customers find the book wholesome with a fulfilling ending, though some find it sadistic.

"...Yes, there’s sadism, BDSM, cruelty, death, blood-drinking, and other things I won’t mention to not spoil it, but the companionship Meya finds in Nina..." Read more

"...I really can't state how much I enjoyed this one - the mythology is so cool and I can't wait to read the next one in the series." Read more

"Ending was super fun with the whole "chose your way"..." Read more

New Take on Vampires
5 out of 5 stars
New Take on Vampires
(I’ll try to leave spoilers out) There’s so many aspects to this book that I enjoyed! I loved how it wasn’t the typical romance story, there’s an interesting twist to it. Then it wasn’t the typical vampire story and wasn’t in your face like “fangs and blood oh my!” it was very subtle. I also liked how consent was kept between the main characters. The author really strived to keep that I could tell while at the same time maintaining the lord/servant dynamic. The Lord himself was very enchanting and I just loved the personality overall of the characters and how dynamic they were. A definite overall amazing read!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on November 15, 2020
    ‘My Lord’ begins with Meya, a woman who had lost pretty much everything to war. She’s captured and abused by slavers, and after getting sexually assaulted — which Shimaira does not describe but fades to black — Meya realizes her fate is inevitable. She is sold to Lord Deminas, who is a sadistic and inhuman ruler. Yet, he treats her differently from the other servants, and he seems to enjoy teasing her more than entertaining the idea of actually harming her. And he drinks blood…

    At first, I suspected this might be a vampire story due to the blood-drinking. It’s definitely something much more than that, although it’s never truly clarified other than stating that Deminas is an immortal. I like that, though. It adds to the air of mystery around the sadistic Lord, and it made him that much more enticing to read. And he truly was a character that made me squirm a bit in all the good ways.

    I couldn’t put this book down. Granted, I may be biased because this is exactly the kind of plot I crave in darker fiction, but this is genuinely a gripping book. Meya seems to be in danger quite a bit, and although we know the Lord likes her more than the others, we aren’t quite sure that he isn’t above harming her. This is what had me turning pages most of all. Shimaira leads you into a false sense of security repeatedly, and it truly makes you feel what Meya is most likely feeling.

    One of my favorite aspects of the book is the strange wholesomeness I didn’t expect. Yes, there’s sadism, BDSM, cruelty, death, blood-drinking, and other things I won’t mention to not spoil it, but the companionship Meya finds in Nina, another servant, is so refreshing. And just when you think there might be a love triangle, there isn’t really. That was also refreshing. I rarely, actually never, see polyamory in the books I read. I loved it!

    Consent was also a point that was repeatedly enforced, even by Deminas, and that was amazing. I truly didn’t think a book like this could be written with wholesome and ethical themes, but I stood corrected. It was such a wonderful mix of wholesome and darkness.

    Overall, I have no nit-picks about this book like I normally do. I got a good sense of the characters, who they were, where they came from, and I fell in love with them. The ending was so fulfilling and felt complete even though it mentioned it was to be continued, and I will definitely await the next book if there is one.

    Shimaira is an amazing writer. ‘My Lord’ is full of dark and wonderful surprises that feel like little rewards after enduring the pain with Meya. I truly did appreciate, and I applaud, Shimaira for including a note at the end of the book explaining things. She states specifically what Deminas did wasn’t a realistic way of helping a victim of sexual assault, and she also details safe BDSM practices and, also, what not to do. That was a very caring touch to show that Shimaira truly cares about her readers. I don’t see that. Ever.

    I highly recommend this book to anyone who enjoys deliciously dark naughtiness, but not in the traditional erotic sense. There is an amazing story to be told alongside the erotic themes that fall just in the right places, and they aren’t too heavy until the very end. And the last erotic scene we get is something else. I’ll leave it at that. I look forward to reading more from Shimaira.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on November 22, 2020
    This book is unlike anything I've read before. It kept me up until 1 AM on two separate occasions and is compulsively readable. Meya, the main character, is extremely likable and sympathetic, as are the secondary characters - particularly Nina.

    I loved the polyam romance with an emphasis on communication and consent, as well as the various sexualities of the main characters. Nothing is explicitly stated, but it seems like everybody is bi- or pansexual, and it isn't seen as subversive or unexpected, which is so refreshing.

    There are some Very Spicy Scenes that are well-written and emphasize consent. But this is definitely an adult book.

    I really can't state how much I enjoyed this one - the mythology is so cool and I can't wait to read the next one in the series.
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  • Reviewed in the United States on December 20, 2020
    (I’ll try to leave spoilers out) There’s so many aspects to this book that I enjoyed! I loved how it wasn’t the typical romance story, there’s an interesting twist to it. Then it wasn’t the typical vampire story and wasn’t in your face like “fangs and blood oh my!” it was very subtle. I also liked how consent was kept between the main characters. The author really strived to keep that I could tell while at the same time maintaining the lord/servant dynamic. The Lord himself was very enchanting and I just loved the personality overall of the characters and how dynamic they were. A definite overall amazing read!
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    Reviewed in the United States on December 20, 2020
    (I’ll try to leave spoilers out) There’s so many aspects to this book that I enjoyed! I loved how it wasn’t the typical romance story, there’s an interesting twist to it. Then it wasn’t the typical vampire story and wasn’t in your face like “fangs and blood oh my!” it was very subtle. I also liked how consent was kept between the main characters. The author really strived to keep that I could tell while at the same time maintaining the lord/servant dynamic. The Lord himself was very enchanting and I just loved the personality overall of the characters and how dynamic they were. A definite overall amazing read!
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  • Reviewed in the United States on December 27, 2024
    This book takes many dark and chilling themes and a creepy setting and blends them together with the spice just perfectly. I loved the romances between Meya and her two loves and how both unfolded differently but just as naturally. When we meet Meya, she is already on the run and just trying to survive, the full weight of what she has endured has not yet hit her when even more trauma comes her way. This book is about vampires and steamy romance, yes. But it's also about Meya re-learning how to be a human being and finding herself again after so much hardship has beaten her down. There is a scene at the start that sticks in my mind because even those the people who hurt Meya are dead, it's clear she still doesn't feel safe yet; her mind is still living through the trauma even though her body is safe (or as safe as it can be in the castle of a vampire....). This is true for most trauma survivors. It takes a long time for the mind to finally realize the danger is past and this was so perfectly portrayed in this book. Come for the spice and horror, stay for the healing and trauma recovery.

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    5.0 out of 5 stars Goed engelstalig boek in zijn genre.
    Reviewed in Germany on November 9, 2021
    Goed engelstalig boek in zijn genre. Goede prijs kwaliteit verhouding.
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  • Jesse
    5.0 out of 5 stars Thrilling, emotive and haunting. Seriously.
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 24, 2020
    I had the pleasure of reading My Lord in its earlier days and I can say this final version has matured beautifully, firmly placing it amongst my favourites in the genre. It's so many themes wrapped into one story, without feeling overdone or like it's losing track of what it's meant to be at heart -- an erotic dark fantasy. It has its period elements, but also includes gore, horror, romance and a super interesting take on vampires that I've never seen done before. That in itself is a feat!
    The more sensitive topics in this story (I won't give away spoilers) are tactful and develop well throughout a well-paced but tense plot. I genuinely feel the Lord's watchful presence haunting!
    Meya's character growth is a journey, not always smooth sailing from A to B, but for anyone who has ever experienced trauma, it holds a positive message that you can rebuild yourself.
    The LGBTQ+ and poly elements to me felt like a natural progression to the characters' development and not inserted into the story for the sake of it, which I've seen done on many occasions, so kudos to the author for pulling that off really well.
    I'm still in the process of reading this to the end, but so far have found it thrilling, emotive and definately haunting. Seriously, the Lord put me on edge the moment his name was even mentioned -- very well done.
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    Jesse
    5.0 out of 5 stars
    Thrilling, emotive and haunting. Seriously.

    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on November 24, 2020
    I had the pleasure of reading My Lord in its earlier days and I can say this final version has matured beautifully, firmly placing it amongst my favourites in the genre. It's so many themes wrapped into one story, without feeling overdone or like it's losing track of what it's meant to be at heart -- an erotic dark fantasy. It has its period elements, but also includes gore, horror, romance and a super interesting take on vampires that I've never seen done before. That in itself is a feat!
    The more sensitive topics in this story (I won't give away spoilers) are tactful and develop well throughout a well-paced but tense plot. I genuinely feel the Lord's watchful presence haunting!
    Meya's character growth is a journey, not always smooth sailing from A to B, but for anyone who has ever experienced trauma, it holds a positive message that you can rebuild yourself.
    The LGBTQ+ and poly elements to me felt like a natural progression to the characters' development and not inserted into the story for the sake of it, which I've seen done on many occasions, so kudos to the author for pulling that off really well.
    I'm still in the process of reading this to the end, but so far have found it thrilling, emotive and definately haunting. Seriously, the Lord put me on edge the moment his name was even mentioned -- very well done.
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  • SkippyPiet
    5.0 out of 5 stars Wanna have book
    Reviewed in the Netherlands on November 12, 2020
    Great horror (erotic) book, this book will give you nightmares
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    Reviewed in the Netherlands on November 12, 2020
    Great horror (erotic) book, this book will give you nightmares
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  • Thisgirllovesbooks
    5.0 out of 5 stars Great read
    Reviewed in the United Kingdom on August 26, 2021
    This book was so different to my normal reads but I really enjoyed it. I would definitely read more by this author.